Cum Addiction... is that bad?
Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2015 10:05 pm
Hello! I'm very new too this forum and very happy I found this site.
I've been needing to get this off my chest and speak to other people about this addiction that I've realized I've had for some time now and need some relief.
It started about 5 years ago when I was with my ex. We were very much use to watching porn with and without each other. Most of the time I would watch typical muscle porn and just get off. As my surfing went on I discovered video "cum-ulations" of videos of guys swallowing their partners cum. Then I came across the absolutely beautiful art of self-sucking. Man how I envy those that can do it. I've since then, have tried multiple of times and never could so I I was just start shooting my load into my mouth as my legs dangled over my head.
After that becoming a monthly activity when I was alone, I would then have my ex start humming in my mouth as I jack myself off, and the first time he finally shot into my mouth, I savored the taste. Ever since that moment of tasting his delicious sweet seed, I became hooked. It became almost daily of having swallowing his load.
After 5 years went on, we broke up and that was the end of my feeding. I had since then started following tumblrs and etc but never really tried swallowing anyone else's load. I mean I had some certain times but that rare. Then I got into another relationship who I'm very happy with and the sex has been great but now I'm finding myself craving the taste of semen. I have shared with my boyfriend that I love to swallow and he has a few times specific have let me slurp and gargle and swallow his load, but not as often as I crave. When he's out of town and I'm by myself I usually smoke pot and get high and just watch porn. My favorite thing to do is edging with a cock ring and shoot my load into a shot glass and save it, wait about 15-30 minutes till I start getting horny again and start watching porn again and as I'm stroking my dick, I get that urge to taste my load. I usually drop a little tiny bit on my tongue to get that taste, but as soon as I taste it...
its like a monster within comes out and I feel of surge or pleasure and excitement and pour the whole shot glass of cum into my mouth and gargle it around my teeth and just let it sit and my mouth and right when I about to cum, I swallow my own load as I cumming AGAIN.
I usually do that monthly. But after all this, I have to ask.. am I wrong for having this obsession. this addiction.. to semen..cum.. man juice? Its all I think about, and its not that I want it from others, because I do love my boyfriend, but sometimes he doesn't give it to me enough. and I just want more. Ahh I need your thoughts...
Thank you for reading and for your acceptance.
I've been needing to get this off my chest and speak to other people about this addiction that I've realized I've had for some time now and need some relief.
It started about 5 years ago when I was with my ex. We were very much use to watching porn with and without each other. Most of the time I would watch typical muscle porn and just get off. As my surfing went on I discovered video "cum-ulations" of videos of guys swallowing their partners cum. Then I came across the absolutely beautiful art of self-sucking. Man how I envy those that can do it. I've since then, have tried multiple of times and never could so I I was just start shooting my load into my mouth as my legs dangled over my head.
After that becoming a monthly activity when I was alone, I would then have my ex start humming in my mouth as I jack myself off, and the first time he finally shot into my mouth, I savored the taste. Ever since that moment of tasting his delicious sweet seed, I became hooked. It became almost daily of having swallowing his load.
After 5 years went on, we broke up and that was the end of my feeding. I had since then started following tumblrs and etc but never really tried swallowing anyone else's load. I mean I had some certain times but that rare. Then I got into another relationship who I'm very happy with and the sex has been great but now I'm finding myself craving the taste of semen. I have shared with my boyfriend that I love to swallow and he has a few times specific have let me slurp and gargle and swallow his load, but not as often as I crave. When he's out of town and I'm by myself I usually smoke pot and get high and just watch porn. My favorite thing to do is edging with a cock ring and shoot my load into a shot glass and save it, wait about 15-30 minutes till I start getting horny again and start watching porn again and as I'm stroking my dick, I get that urge to taste my load. I usually drop a little tiny bit on my tongue to get that taste, but as soon as I taste it...
its like a monster within comes out and I feel of surge or pleasure and excitement and pour the whole shot glass of cum into my mouth and gargle it around my teeth and just let it sit and my mouth and right when I about to cum, I swallow my own load as I cumming AGAIN.
I usually do that monthly. But after all this, I have to ask.. am I wrong for having this obsession. this addiction.. to semen..cum.. man juice? Its all I think about, and its not that I want it from others, because I do love my boyfriend, but sometimes he doesn't give it to me enough. and I just want more. Ahh I need your thoughts...
Thank you for reading and for your acceptance.