Re: Sucking yourself off to pics and vids of yourself.....
Posted: Fri Mar 03, 2023 4:03 pm
I rarely had the chance to swallow directly for good reason. I have to breathe! In order to get as deep as I did, I literally would exhale all my air and hold my breath out. Understandably, I couldn't keep that state for very long. Especially the closer I got to orgasm. So it was actually very rare for me to cum inside my mouth, as I decided that it was "better" to freely have a big orgasm, than to make sure it was in my throat. Cuz if I kept sucking during the orgasm, either it would die out or I would pass out. Came really close to this several times before I realized it really wasn't the best choice. Yes, the oxygen starvation does help somewhat with the sexual energy - up to the point where things are blacking out!!!
But deciding what was the "best" part is tough. The whole experience is amazing but I guess feeling that head (MY head) "pop" into the back of my throat would almost make me cum immediately. To this day, I can't be sure which part of me got the most excitement from that - my cock or my throat! I do know now that feeling the same thing with another guy's dick has similar results. I nearly cum just from deepthroating him.
As far as using another "escape", anal play has been thrilling too. Once I looked back over my whole life, I realized it's something I've been skirting around since a young boy. Even avoiding it as if I knew it could be addictive. Which it clearly is for me. If I had a regular play buddy, I likely wouldn't miss selfing much. Especially if we got real good at 69!!!
But deciding what was the "best" part is tough. The whole experience is amazing but I guess feeling that head (MY head) "pop" into the back of my throat would almost make me cum immediately. To this day, I can't be sure which part of me got the most excitement from that - my cock or my throat! I do know now that feeling the same thing with another guy's dick has similar results. I nearly cum just from deepthroating him.
As far as using another "escape", anal play has been thrilling too. Once I looked back over my whole life, I realized it's something I've been skirting around since a young boy. Even avoiding it as if I knew it could be addictive. Which it clearly is for me. If I had a regular play buddy, I likely wouldn't miss selfing much. Especially if we got real good at 69!!!