getting older
Posted: Sun Jun 19, 2005 3:47 pm
I started as a teenager , was able to do it until my early 30's, now I am in my early 50's and have a big gut, it is impossible, I never did like the way cum tasted, I'd spit it in the sink and run the faucet most of the time, I swallowed it if I was in bed, didn't want to get up to spit it out, it kind of burned a little when it went down, have any of you ever experienced this? I kept on telling myself that I was going to stop doing this, but BEFORE I knew it I was doing it again, sometimes every day, then I would skip a day and would be back sucking on it again,,, I didn't have many friends, my dick was my best friend, I even sucked myself with a condom to avoid the taste of my cum, but I nearly gagged on the smell and taste of latex, I've even pulled it out and did it on my face a number of times, ended up with it in my eyes, that burns!!! Was wondering if anyone else has experienced these kinds of feelings or done this or felt embarrased about doing it?