Re: New Selfsuck Website
Posted: Tue Aug 19, 2014 12:44 am
Hey Black,
No I haven't modeled for them, was approached and my ex and roommate were on board ... I dunno just haven't done it, I chew on the idea no and again. Yea my mom found out through an ex, I guess he just mentioned it or something about it. I think she may have found some porn on the computer because she did mention once she saw this guy on tv talk about it, and she said "well I think that's going a bit far, don't you?" and I immediatly changed the subject!
I've become a lot more open with it ... I used to be so paranoid that I had COMPLETE privacy ... that some how people just knew, and that if they knew it would completly change their view of me. But that's just not the case. I do pretty much keep to myself about it, but it is a big part of my sex life, and I don't want to be like that anymore, I feel like it was shame, or fear that was holding me back. And life's too short for that. I have a boyfriend now who is interested in the topic, he actually can himself, and is understanding that I like to chat with other people about it ... he knows about the website and is cool with it.
For that part I'm very grateful, my ex before him was the opposite of that, and I would never entertain being with someone who had an issue with it, they obviously have issues then! I do wish I could be more open with him about it, I have gotten used to being by myself with selfsucking, and want to incorperate back into my sex life. I'll get to that place where I'm as open as I want to be, just isn't going to be today
No I haven't modeled for them, was approached and my ex and roommate were on board ... I dunno just haven't done it, I chew on the idea no and again. Yea my mom found out through an ex, I guess he just mentioned it or something about it. I think she may have found some porn on the computer because she did mention once she saw this guy on tv talk about it, and she said "well I think that's going a bit far, don't you?" and I immediatly changed the subject!
I've become a lot more open with it ... I used to be so paranoid that I had COMPLETE privacy ... that some how people just knew, and that if they knew it would completly change their view of me. But that's just not the case. I do pretty much keep to myself about it, but it is a big part of my sex life, and I don't want to be like that anymore, I feel like it was shame, or fear that was holding me back. And life's too short for that. I have a boyfriend now who is interested in the topic, he actually can himself, and is understanding that I like to chat with other people about it ... he knows about the website and is cool with it.
For that part I'm very grateful, my ex before him was the opposite of that, and I would never entertain being with someone who had an issue with it, they obviously have issues then! I do wish I could be more open with him about it, I have gotten used to being by myself with selfsucking, and want to incorperate back into my sex life. I'll get to that place where I'm as open as I want to be, just isn't going to be today