Reasons for obsession with this

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Re: Reasons for obsession with this

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christopherdmaxwell wrote:hmmm... my story on this dissapeared.... perhaps its for the best?
I'd still like to hear it

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i'll try to keep from incriminating myself!-)

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also, please forgive me as this is waaayyyy off the original topic....

about a month after my quasi-adopted turned 18, he came to live with me... i had given him verbal instructions on techniques for autofelatio that were successful about a year prior... (i know, that is another story for another thread)... anywhoo.... it was late at night, and i was asleep while he was playing games on the computer.... what woke me up is my "mom ear" kicking in as in noticed he was typing and mouse clicking VERY QUIETLY!!!! He was searching porn on bing and masturbating intermittently as i was sleeping, also intermittently.... when he was almost finshed he rolled the desk chair back, bent forward taking his huuge dickhead in his mouth, and sucked on it for about 10-15 seconds.... after he finished, he turned around and looked at me (presumably expecting me to be asleep) - i said, "hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!", and he, like a stereotypical teenager said, "shut up!" - he denies this ever happened... his internet search that night ended on traps!-)

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I am sure he didn't like you watching him but if you could let him know that you don't have a problem with him doing that, and perhaps it's an admirable skill to have maybe he'll feel better about it. Who knows.

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unfortunately, he doesn't like me watching...

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Sorry about getting off-topic about this...does anyone else want to contribute anything about their passion for selfsucking?

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I think for 98% of men, it is an innate biological need.... possibly to be self validating... some may compare it to women who as girls, want to kiss their own elbows...

i think 1% who say they haven't any desire to do this are liars or have religious hang-ups, the other 1% likely have no desire to do this as it isn't for everybody...

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I've often been very reflective on this obsession as well! Having been enjoying this now for 16 years, I used to be angry that most porn sites depict this as gay. That may be for some guys -- and I couldn't care less, as it's their business. But as for me, I went through that experimentation during my college years, well before I learned to blow myself - a friend revealed that he was bi, and after a party one night he gave me a bj. A few weeks later, I returned the favor, and can honestly say that I found it a bit appalling. I'm definitely not homosexual, and when I have my own dick in my mouth, I do not fantasize or imagine it's another dude's. To me, af is a lot of things - taboo, sexy, kind of nasty, awesome as hell, and mostly, I think, completely SATISFYING. Aside from the bi friend there was only one woman in my life that seemed to truly love cock - even swallowing. Seems like most women, at least most that I've known, don't care for giving head. I'm also rather introverted and very private, and maybe that is a part of it. No one knows my secret but me, unless someday someone finds my tapes :oops: . Anyway, great answers here from everyone.
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I think there is an element of narcissism and taboo about it that makes it especially hot for some. If you think about it (if you can SS) you are looking at a cock you're about to suck and then as a body you are feeling sucking from a mouth that happens to be yours... it's like you are 2 different people but in one. I am really turned on by guys who turn THEMSELVES on, looking in a mirror or getting turned on by their own videos. (Would love to chat with such men...) I think there is a secrecy too that can be arousing combined with being auto-sexual. :twisted:

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I love my penis, I want to pleasure it in any and every way possible. I like the taste of it and the feeling of it between my lips. I feel it belongs in my mouth and think it needs to be in there more often. I like showing up and am proud of my ability. I like sharing my passion and enthusiasm about this with others and I like helping others in their quest to do this themselves. I love that there is a community like this where I can chat with other like-minded individuals. What's not to like?

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initially i would say my desire was simply based on what oral sex felt like, being a virgin at the time. I have a vague memory of deep-throating myself around age 12, maybe because i only did it once? and yet the orgasm was incredible, as in mind blowing... not sure why i stopped. maybe because at that particular time my parents split up and the whole family went separate ways. i don't recall why i stopped something so amazing.
I wish i had a forum like this at the time, to be coached and guided in techniques like the plow position, without all the taboo negativity. Plus the knowing the knowledge i know today, that with patience of months, years, your ability increases as your body adjusts physically to allow you to easily suck yourself off daily without discomfort or pain, which is where my ability is today.
Arghh, so may years wasted in mediocrity ...
When i finally got back into dedication of enjoyably sucking myself off daily, i learned so much from the experience, like how great i love precum and the finale of orgasm in my mouth even more of that erotic sweet tasting fluid.
But mostly i discovered how turned on i am by other guys lovingly sucking themselves off in long drawn out self sessions the same way i love it so much!

sorry i just have to post this video again https://www.boy18tube.com/video/869342/ ... e-hole.php

fairly certain this pic below is the same guy in the video above :D
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