My S-Sucking experiences and tips INC. My First Time Story

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My S-Sucking experiences and tips INC. My First Time Story

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I haven't posted anything prior to this but I've been meaning to for a long time, it's going to be rather long where I'll try to pour out all the details that come to mind just to give you guys something fun and hopefully educational as well as sexy. I'm heterosexual, 60kgs and 1.70m tall, skinny and on the low end of average I guess with a 16cm cock. I was 25 when I first started and wasn't really the sporty type.

-Post Edit Comment- It turned out extremely long as I wanted to share my experiences giving all the details and also providing tips. My sexy first time story at the bottom as well for you to enjoy.


I recall seeing self sucking on occasion while browsing the web but I always wrote it off as something unique a few people could accomplish and never really thought about it. There was a period I explored some sex toys and kinky stuff for a bit and upon seeing SS & SF videos and digging into the subject a bit I tried to give it a try. I tried SF first and got pretty close to putting the tip it in but it never stays and I think you need to stretch your ass a bit which I'm not going to do just now so I moved onto self sucking. Mind you I didn't exercise or do yoga or anything but I was on the slimmer side so I thought that would help a bit. I took a shower, shaved, did all that routine and got on the bed.

A little note here, you really want to shower since your penis becomes soft and much more sensitive after the shower which feels great and you want to shave both your face and your pubic area. If possible also have shorter hair on your head since it'll help with the sweating. I'm just saying this because in the plow position you create an enclosed area in front of your face and it gets sweaty after a while and you also want to take every single advantage that might help you to keep your morale up since you're going to get tired and your muscles will hurt and ask you to stop but you gotta keep at it. Self sucking is a war, not a battle. It's going to be a long journey. Leg hair is also a problem as well since it'll constantly fall in your face or on your wet dick as you're upside down on the plow position. I put up with it since I don't shave them but it could be a good idea to wear stockings if you don't find it too weird and you're very hairy, sadly like me, though I don't have any chest or back hair. You're going to be sweating and your dick will be wet from all the licking and the hair that falls naturally off your body (which you'll discover now that is a lot and something that happens constantly) right on the tip and it's quite a buzz killer.

Anyhow so I'm naked and I stretch for 20 mins or so, very excited and trying all the stretches I've noted from the forums. I get on the plow position and start to try and self suck. My penis is nowhere near my face, from the tip to my mouth there's a full hand-span at least. At first you'll be far and stretch all you can and still be far but with time you'll start getting closer. Nothing exciting happens for an hour or so and I'm all sweaty but finally as my body feels like it's really straining now and I'm laying there very tired the tip of my tongue makes contact with the tip of my dick. This is of course stretched to the max and pushing myself completely and all I've gotten is that tip. It is however a revelatory experience. I've gone from nothing to licking the tip of my dick. I, just a normal guy am now licking the tip of my dick and that simple victory opened my mind to continuing the struggle in the future. I mostly played the tip against the hole and tasted the pre-cum. Pre-cum tastes really good..

Worthy note again is the back strain. After several years it's still there after sessions. It's going to be there and isn't anything to be worried about unless it's a scary kind of pain (a needle poke) which you will know and in which case you must stop immediately, albeit slowly. Your back will be stuck in that bent position and you'll be mewling like a kitten, it's OK. That's how it is at first when your muscles are unaccustomed to that position and while it never goes away, it will get better. For me coming off the plow those earlier times left me literally unable to move and I'd just curl up and wait. Now I still get pain but it takes 30 seconds or so till I can straighten out and the pain isn't that much. Needless to say if you have any back problems, look into other hobbies. If you hurt your back it will never heal for the rest of your life regardless of procedures or operations. You really don't want to slide a disk trying to suck your stupid dick so when doing this make sure you don't wobble around and keep your body straight. It's very important to keep straight. Start slow and stretch always, not just for your muscles but it will also give you and idea of which movements hurt in a muscle pain way that you can handle and which movements might actually be bad. You will need to take small breaks every 10 mins or so, specially as you start blowing yourself and I'll talk of that further on. If you have muscle relaxants or little cheats you want to use, a joint or some alcohol can be good I find you can use them but not until the last stage where you're almost actually sucking yourself and just need that extra 1cm to make your world go wild, so no cheats and substances while you "practice".

Poking my tongue around the hole while tasting pre-cum was as far as I got that night and I finished off as usual afterwards. To note though that the post-play orgasm is quite different from a regular wank. I'm guessing something in your body understands and makes the experience much more pleasurable. I practiced doing this once a week... for about 6-7 months until I actually made progress. Each time barely licking the tip after straining for an hour or so. This might also be your experience and it is a bit demoralizing but eventually one day you will suddenly start going further.

Your muscles only hold a certain amount of energy until they wear out and need a rest. It takes about 30 mins of "plowing" until I get to that stage at which point the small breaks for catching breath I take aren't as effective and my body and mind would rather stop. As you get serious and actually want to suck your dick it's quite viable to stop for an hour so you regenerate and try again. That way your first attempt of the night stretches your muscles nicely. You will usually be sore the next day or two so never plan on doing self sucking more than once a week in my opinion as your muscles also need to regenerate. Also you shouldn't play with your dick as you lick, tempting as it is. You might want to wear underwear even until you're sure you're ready to suck. Jacking off as you're stretching causes a lot of pre-cum which gets sticky and dries up after a while. This chafes your dick and after an hour of that you lose sensation and when you finally get to the blowjob.

It takes months for your muscles to gradually understand that they need to open up and allow that action. Even if you don't do yoga 24/7 and become some sort of cock sucking guru just the act of self sucking trials alone can stretch the muscles necessary with time. About 6 months for me during which I gave up and picked it back up several times. Another important thing is that once your muscles open, they're always open. You're not becoming superhuman and won't feel any different but you can essentially pick up where you left off the next time you try if you skipped a week.

I mention progress and making gains so I'll tell you how it works in my mind. It will probably sound retarded to anyone not self sucking but in my mind I've categorized various stages to the process depending on how far you can get it in. Tongue on Glans - Lips on Glans - Lips past Corona - Lips on Shaft - Deep throat. These were the "stages" that I went though (not at the last one yet) after certain periods of time, you can think of them each as being a checkpoint of progress. These are barely centimeters apart and you might think at the time of your tongue being on your tip that it won't be long before you gobble that thing whole but that is far from the reality. This isn't something that will happen over one horny night you wanted to be extra kinky, it will be something private you work for and then enjoy throughout your life. It took me roughly 3-5 months to get past each stage totaling about 2-3 years till I made it. And I still can't do it on demand, it depends on the day. No matter how well I prepared and how horny and eager I was, my muscles just didn't bend enough until that time had passed.

Once things get serious and victory is in reach, so to speak, you want to experiment with how you lie on bed and the angle at which your pelvis comes down. Nothing scientific, you'll figure it out. Try moving up on the bed, forcing you to bend your knees more, giving you extra power from your legs to push your pelvis lower towards your face while handicapping your angle; or move yourself down the bed leaving your legs straighter, your cock farther away from your mouth but leaving you to better open your jaw and giving a better angle at which your cock comes down. You'd think being able to gobble down a banana that you could suck your dick to the bone if you ever could reach it but it doesn't work that way, the angle is bad once you're bent. The sweet spot of balance changes depending on your condition and the stretch of your muscles for the day so do try a couple times being lower in the bed and being higher. I'm talking 2-3 centimeters, it really makes a difference.

I'd call it a random factor on weather you're on a good day or bad day. Some days I can go down nicely without a problem and some days I'll try for an hour and barely reach the tip. It's just random and you can't know so don't be sad if it doesn't work and try again another time, you're always making progress. Also to mention food and water. I always tried on an empty stomach but I succeeded after diner as well. I'd say not being bloated is the most important thing. As you get deeper there's a line you cross where suddenly your stomach, which hasn't even been a factor at any point other than a slight physical obstacle maybe, starts to strangle itself making you want to gag. If you start feeling bile in your throat then just stop and take a bit to rest. You can push down on your stomach and force burp a little bit, freeing up gasses, which might just help you get that 1cm further when the time comes and you want every advantage you can get.

At home I sometimes alternate between plow and C. Moving to the PC chair at times and doing C position for a bit. I think it's very important so I'll mention that here. The plow position leaves your body upside down, this is an issue in terms of arousal since blood doesn't flow at adequate pressure into your cock after a while since you're bent and you start to lose sensation and eventually go flaccid. You know that "up" feeling on your cock? It's greatly diminished in the plow as well. Basically plow position feels like sex with two condoms on and C is bare. Sex with two condoms still beats your hand though, by miles. Doing C I can sometimes even watch porn, straining my eyes to look up a bit, just barely, but I can watch some porn while sucking which is crazy. It really feels amazing and I'd prefer that in a perfect world but it comes at a cost. Your lungs get crushed more and even if I take a breath it's not 10 seconds until I'm back up, I just can't in that crushed strained long. I also have to wrap my arms under the bottom of the chair and really pull down holding onto it for life just to get the stretch necessary for your cock to pass poking into your top teeth gums and actually into your mouth. Also as I go deeper my stomach starts to lurch and clench and the pain is a bit more alarming so I wouldn't recommend C for beginners but then again it may depend on your body so try it and if it hurts, stop. In the plow your weight and your leg muscles do 90% of the work. The plow is more of a marathon rather than the sprint of the C. So we could say that plow has bad angle and eventually you go limp while C has an amazing feeling but you last 10 secs and you can't just 10+10+10 since it drains you and leaves you weak. In the early days I'd get myself to a point where I can just get the corona on the teeth and then stop the plow. Then I'd get on the PC and jack off until I was nearing the point of no return and lean down at it giving it all I got to shove it past my lips as I came. This can be a compromise for a while if you're having trouble but want a little reward.

I don't know about you but I don't get how porn actors can just keep cool as they get sucked to an oral creampie. When I cum in my mouth my whole body explodes and I just can't handle it and shake furiously trying not to right myself or slam my face down on the desk. The orgasm is actually a bit problematic in how intense it is. I feel like I can only do one properly, either keep sucking or enjoy the oral creampie. On the topic of porn I'd like to recommend the gloryholeswallow and portagloryhole. Sure they're fake and it's all setup but it's a girl in a booth sucking cock after cock as they blow loads in her mouth and some are quite good. I usually put on headphones and just listen as I self suck on the bed. The amateur, non slutty or retarded porn star girls are better. I just want sucking and slobbering sounds and make my own fantasy in my mind not the fake "oh yeah baby" porn bullshit as if she were even enjoying it.


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My First Time

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My dick is half-circumcised. That's what I'll call it anyways. It's a born-circumcision rather than an operation one. I have a small amount of foreskin that stops just before the corona which gives that area a bit of extra sensitivity and a tiny bit of skin that flaps up and down on penetration which gives me extra pleasure. I always enjoyed that and felt it gave me the best of both worlds. So there I was, stuck on my "Lips past Corona" stage for a long time. I could dart my tongue around and get it on the bulge of the corona licking around it left and right in a half moon around my bulging cock head giving me tingly pleasure. I could go underneath on the frenulum, licking up and down while stopping just at the tip, squeezing my tongue onto the opening to tease out a drop of pre-cum as a reward while fantasizing about erupting geysers of cum down my throat. I could bob my lips and get the whole glans in but the corona wouldn't pass my teeth and actually into my mouth. The whole point of the blowjob is for the corona to get past your teeth so you get the penetration feeling, it's not a blowjob until 1/3 of your dick is in your mouth and you can go back and forth and get that feeling, otherwise it's just erotic play and I was many months sick of that, stuck in that stage, disheartened, thinking that was as far as I would get.

The night. I prepared as always, bathing and stretching. I wanted it to be special so I actually filled the tub and soaked for a bit. It doesn't help, it's not the secret they won't tell you or anything but I'd do that once every 2 months or so just to have a special suck once in a while where I strain to try and make a bit of progress. I was, as I mentioned earlier, stuck on the "Lip on Glans" stage, able to lick all the glans and bob my mouth in and out on my lips, slightly passing the corona with the lips but not through my teeth and into my mouth proper. I remember it turned out like always, just stuck there, but I kept going at it. I had placed a t-shirt on the table lamp, creating a nice dark reddish atmosphere and had my headphones listening in on one of my favorite gloryhole videos. I was sweaty from all the exertion and my muscles were tired, expecting me to finish it already as the night's workout came to an end. I was soaking the bed in sweat and decided to move myself to the other side where the linen was fresh and did so, readjusting my position as well.

Suddenly I felt I was making progress and that gave me a small burst of hope. It's important to note that while the "gains" you make may be millimetric maybe even psychological sometimes but you are aware of them nonetheless. I noticed I was farther down on my cock from ever before, this was new ground. I was a slave to my posture, taking in small gasps of air but I wanted to keep powering through this new discovery. I wasn't expecting to actually make it and was maybe acting out a bit, punishing myself with the increasing pain for this stupid self sucking business I was into.

The lower jaw isn't that much of a problem, you can open it and push your tongue out all you want but when your cock head doesn't pass your top teeth because of the angle there's nothing you can do. Putting the cock head on my gums with my teeth closed while wrapping my lips around it was an "easy" mini-suck I used often but I wanted more tonight. Pucking out my lips, straining my neck and back I slowly pushed, no jerky movement or rushing, slow. Each time I made a millimetric gain I'd lock the gear that held that posture in place in my mind so as not to lose the progress. If I had to breathe I'd just stop pushing and take a breath while maintaining my position locked. The corona passed my upper teeth. Suddenly I found myself on a downhill slope. I had passed the angle at which my cock would be held at bay on my upper jaw and my lips just slid past the foreskin, pulling it down as they went, fully exposing the corona to the juicy inside of my mouth. It was a new level, something entirely different in feel that made all the previous play around the glans seem a pathetic, kiss on the cheek with lips wrapped in condoms by comparison. My cock was in my mouth and I was going down the shaft, I'd like to imagine I had half of it in my mouth. It was probably the biggest "holy shit" moment of my life, much bigger than the first time I had sex or did anything interesting. I had the ability to move my tongue around since all my attention wasn't on opening my jaw anymore. I moved it once over the glans, pushing my tongue on it hard and popping over the corona as I slowly moved my pelvis up and down and into the area behind it. Fuck, I was sucking my cock. My teeth were near but not the obstacle they had been.

I was straining hard and stopped. I took a little break, put on my pajamas and went to the kitchen. I couldn't believe what had happened and my heart was beating fast and I had the nervous kind of giggly thoughts thinking a hundred things at once while talking to myself in my mind in disbelief about how I sucked my own cock. A thought had entered my mind before while my dick was in my mouth and I immediately grabbed the box of chocolate bonbons, a glass of water and went back to my room. A friend had come back from Poland and had brought these for me as a gift, they were bonbons filled with cherry liquor and the chocolate was dark and really creamy once it melted. I think you can imagine where I'm going with this. It's crazy and I wanted it to be special and do something kinky at last since I've come this far that I never had before. I hadn't ever had chocolate with sex or anything like eating it off of someone and I always find it cheesy when I see or read about it anywhere because it's stupid but you have to understand that for me that night was special. It was just me and I could enjoy myself as much as I wanted. It's also a very different psychology I think to be the "sucker" and the "suckee". It brings out the inner nymphomaniac in you. I wouldn't suck other guys because that's something different with someone, this is just me with me. I'll point out now that I've never tasted cum before. I've cum on my hands thousands of times but I just couldn't bring myself to try it, ever. I was expecting it to taste like the delicious pre-cum in gooey formula.

I stopped by the bathroom to wash my hands, mouth, face and dick. The cold sweat mixed with pre-cum and spit gets sticky and not nice. I went back to the bedroom and started again, quickly regaining my foothold. I was a little farther up the bed this time, my head closer to the wall so my legs have more pushing power. Fuck everything, I was going all in. I was nervous and my mind was flooding with thoughts, unable to think straight. My cock was close to my face, like the scene where a spaceship drops out of hyperspace close to a planet and it looms on the windows floating menacingly. I pulled the skin down all the way and admired my throbbing boner. Don't know about your little guy but I love mine, so soft and cute. My body was exhausted so I didn't want to gamble by going for it and end up disappointed or somehow finding that I couldn't go down on it as before. I pushed the tip over my nose then tilted my head up and pulled my pelvis down, sending my tongue to lick the pink area behind the corona on the shaft. Not the tip of my tongue, probing as I had always done previously, but full contact licking. Easy. Something I couldn't imagine I'd do before was a game now. I was licking that extremely sensitive, pink area. The room was cold by then as were my hands and I was holding the shaft at the bottom with them and it felt uncomfortable on the base as that cold spread. The shaft was full of lava though. I stopped and made my mouth wet, gathering the spit on my lips and then popping out bubbles playfully as some of it dribbled down my chin but I didn't care, I can clean later. The head was warm and felt like another set of lips on mine as I kissed it. I tilted my head to the side a bit and I was soon making out to it. It felt good on my lips just to kiss it and it felt amazing on my cock. I wanted to get as much spit to lube up the pink area as I could. I pushed that area down onto my lips as I held my head sideways and put my lips around it, eating my cock sideways while darting my tongue on the corona edge. It was crazy. I tilted my head back, opened my mouth as much as I could like a stupid gaping fish, afraid something would happen and I'd be unable to take it further but I started taking it in. My trembling lips passing by the corona edge without issue, landing on my mid shaft, lubricating it and sliding down and I closed them as my heart was pounding in it's cage. My tongue was tired so I rested it on the engorged head, I wanted to rub against that as much as possible and use my tongue as my own prickly little pleasure bitch, it was to serve me.

I've had blowjobs before but not like that. They were never to finish either but still they didn't feel as good as this. I could tighten my mouth, move my tongue around as I pleased. I could focus on the lubrication or just enjoy the warmth and softness as I pleased, and I was pleased. The sensation as I slowly moved my lips up to the glands then pressed down with my body until half my cock was buried in my mouth was insane. Each time I passed the corona I'd wrap my lips and press down, trying to fuck a mouth that I was imagining to be a tight pussy. I was fucking her bare and it was insane and I felt the tingle that I was getting close. I felt a different kind of orgasm building and for the first time I could actually imagine myself cumming in my mouth as it was realistically in my grasp. I popped my cock out for a second, slowly caressing it with one hand in a milking motion, baiting the orgasm to stay around for just a minute. Taking a breath in the prelude I quickly reached out with my other hand and popped a bonbon in my mouth. I chewed and mushed it and wasn't planning on swallowing it. The chocolate was dark and bitter, mixed with the cherry liquor it just melted into thick chunky slime. I put my cock back in... back in fuck. Focused on building a simple rhythm to go up and down. This wasn't the quick slobber sucking shitty blowjobs of porn but slow movements with weight behind them like a pendulum of a real blowjob going deep into the mouth. Woom.. Woom.. Woom.. I was addicted to the blissful feeling you get when the lips pass the corona.. Each time my pelvis came down I gave a little grunt as my lungs and stomach was crunched and it was uncomfortable but my bare cock passed soft lips into a warm, slimy and tight mouth. I knew I was going to orgasm in several seconds as I got the endorphin rush and my whole body felt as if on a cloud.. I was anticipating a geyser of cum to come out of my cock as I slobbered all around it happily, collecting the delicious cum in my mouth finally tasting this thing I've wanted for so long.. I could enjoy the taste along with the orgasm, imagining I was fucking a tight pussy bareback and blowing my load deep inside, impregnating her with the creampie.

That was not what happened.

My tongue was constantly licking the tip as my cock receded each time after a push. I tasted the cum in tiny amounts as the sperm slowly traveled up my shaft and leaked out in the pre-cum. It was a strange taste not like anything else and I couldn't quite decide if I liked it or not. I couldn't care less, I was going to do this and I never cum a lot much anyways so it doesn't matter. Little stars of pleasure started falling on my body and it took about 10 seconds to reach the point of no return. My shaft got really tingly, not nice tingly but a burning irritation in my cock tube. My stomach was crying and my whole body felt like I had gotten kicked in the balls but with the pain removed.. I could felt my balls separate from my body and become hard boiled eggs and they hurt. I had been happily sucking away on the chocolate slime covered cock, when I crossed the line. The point of no return.. I'd been eager for it, hoping it would come before I gave out and I could get this over with but I wasn't ready for the magnitude. In the blink of a second my whole body just tightened like a knot and I had to fight it to keep the posture and keep my cock in my mouth as it convulsed and wanted to jump around doing all sorts of different movements. The orgasm was unlike anything I've felt before and I couldn't understand what was going on or feel anything as I tried to keep my cock in my mouth so I could experience my first fantasy creampie. A nasty, overwhelming load of sperm just flowed into my mouth and I had to keep swallowing constantly as more of it came. The taste was absolutely disgusting and burned my throat as it went down but I was powerless to do anything since I had come so close before but never carried through, I didn't want to either. In the fantasy the girl was getting loaded with nasty sperm in chunky globules and I made my mind like hers as she resigned to her fate and got filled. I couldn't concentrate on anything other than calming myself down saying it would end soon. I just swallowed.

My body was stuck in that state in the aftermath. Unable to move I couldn't uncoil because of the pain in my muscles and at the same time it felt like I had the 5 days equivalent of sleeping on a cloud coursing through my veins because of the endorphins. My body was in total bliss. I became aware that I was completely naked and cold now and just stood there. I wanted to go wash my mouth but I couldn't move. I still had sperm in my mouth, lips and over my chocolate covered cock. It tasted basic, alkali, not the salty that you hear and expect but like a battery in flour batter. I squeezed my shaft from the base to the tip making sure I got it all out. Disgusting as it is, it's a part of the experience and I swallowed it all.

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I've self sucked many times after that. I don't always get it in, seems random, some times I do and others I don't. The orgasm is always insane and I've run out of the chocolate bonbons sadly. Just keep at it, the reward is a unique experience every time though I'd prefer if it were a little less insane. You can still get good orgasms if you suck then wank or wank then suck, both are much better than plain "jacking off" and a good way to reward yourself as you slowly make the climb.

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