Memories...
Posted: Wed Jan 21, 2026 5:46 pm
Forgive this post if it is in the wrong forum- I couldn't find any other appropriate place.
I want to tell you a story.
It's a story of an older, overweight man who has intense memories to when he was younger and more limber.
It is about the memory of an ability that was performed so blissfully routinely, forcibly, intensely. It was the first time I had ever come, and it was in my own mouth. I distinctly remember my eyes almost rolling back, getting tunnel vision from nearly blacking out in a throbbing way, in utter solitude. Thick globs of warm vum- my cum, in my mouth, lazily rolling on my tongue and through my teeth, the slickness sticking to them.
Yeah. I sucked my own cock often. VERY often. It truly was a super-power. I'd suck my own throbbing shaft and deepthroat that fucking thing, because I could bury my own face to my crotch. Honestly, I got to the point I could mouth my own balls- but that never really did anything for me except for the warmth. Going up and down and up and down on my dick while INSTANTLY getting the feedback of where, and how to react- to suck, lick, nibble, and BRING YOUR OWN BODY to a gushing, salty, mouth-filling release is and was worth every minute. For me, it is the forceful and enthusiastic licking and sucking my frenulum, and licking the underside of the slit of my head, would make my body convulse with ejaculation. INTENSELY.
Personally, I've confidently consider myself straight because I love every inch of a woman- in and out. But this isn't about that.
If you are in training for the act, or if you are reading because you are curious- it is wonderful. To be able remain a functioning human, which has the ability to casually give himself the greatest physical pleasure a human can experience, it is a gift- no matter how long you are able to physically attempt the action.
As an old man who never has had a true homosexual experience, I KNOW I could give a man head- but it would be missing 99% of what made sucking myself so special, and therefore is of no real interest.
Obviously, I have had a recent flashback to younger years, so excitedly I ended up here.
I just wanted to relive it for you too.
I want to tell you a story.
It's a story of an older, overweight man who has intense memories to when he was younger and more limber.
It is about the memory of an ability that was performed so blissfully routinely, forcibly, intensely. It was the first time I had ever come, and it was in my own mouth. I distinctly remember my eyes almost rolling back, getting tunnel vision from nearly blacking out in a throbbing way, in utter solitude. Thick globs of warm vum- my cum, in my mouth, lazily rolling on my tongue and through my teeth, the slickness sticking to them.
Yeah. I sucked my own cock often. VERY often. It truly was a super-power. I'd suck my own throbbing shaft and deepthroat that fucking thing, because I could bury my own face to my crotch. Honestly, I got to the point I could mouth my own balls- but that never really did anything for me except for the warmth. Going up and down and up and down on my dick while INSTANTLY getting the feedback of where, and how to react- to suck, lick, nibble, and BRING YOUR OWN BODY to a gushing, salty, mouth-filling release is and was worth every minute. For me, it is the forceful and enthusiastic licking and sucking my frenulum, and licking the underside of the slit of my head, would make my body convulse with ejaculation. INTENSELY.
Personally, I've confidently consider myself straight because I love every inch of a woman- in and out. But this isn't about that.
If you are in training for the act, or if you are reading because you are curious- it is wonderful. To be able remain a functioning human, which has the ability to casually give himself the greatest physical pleasure a human can experience, it is a gift- no matter how long you are able to physically attempt the action.
As an old man who never has had a true homosexual experience, I KNOW I could give a man head- but it would be missing 99% of what made sucking myself so special, and therefore is of no real interest.
Obviously, I have had a recent flashback to younger years, so excitedly I ended up here.
I just wanted to relive it for you too.