Selffuck and me, True Story
Posted: Thu Dec 29, 2022 9:07 pm
I wrote this text many times and I always deleted it
i want to share my story
Ever since I started having sexual desires I always remember looking at myself in a mirror, my first masturbation was like this in front of a mirror, I was young and I felt weird but I thought it was just a phase
I grew up and to my surprise I did not feel sexual attraction to girls or boys so I felt very lost and very ashamed because the only thing that turned me on was thinking about myself, I took photos and videos and that was what I used as "porn".
Later I discovered that selfsuck existed and I knew that this was my way, but I never got to give myself complete satisfaction so I have lived for years in constant frustration, dreaming almost every day that I could have sex with myself.
A year ago I discovered selffuck and I tried it, of course I couldn't so I put one more on my list of failures, but this summer I tried again one whole night and I succeeded, when I ran I fell asleep and the next day I didn't know if Had it been a dream or had it been something real, I remembered that I had been riding her but I couldn't believe it, this time I was able to do it very easily... apparently my anus is quite close to my penis and my penis is a good size and it's wide, it also has a curvature that helps in the process, that night I was fucking myself all night, from 10:00 p.m. I was becoming "addicted" and I was like that for a month, a lot of sex with myself and a lot of guilt, I wrote what I felt and deleted it... until recently I discovered that there is an autosexual sexual orientation, and it has been difficult for me to accept it but yes , I am autosexual and I think I am very lucky to being able to have full sexual relations with myself, now I accept myself
I spent a kind of honeymoon, I know that for many it may seem silly but discovering that I can fuck myself and in such a full way is something very important in my life. Almost the entire penis enters me, really from my anus to my penis there is no more than 2cm, it seems that it was made for the purpose of my sexual orientation.
Today I am happy having full relationships with myself and I no longer have conflicts with my sexual orientation, I fuck myself absolutely every day and it makes me very happy
I hope it's not too cheesy... greetings and thanks for this great forum
i want to share my story
Ever since I started having sexual desires I always remember looking at myself in a mirror, my first masturbation was like this in front of a mirror, I was young and I felt weird but I thought it was just a phase
I grew up and to my surprise I did not feel sexual attraction to girls or boys so I felt very lost and very ashamed because the only thing that turned me on was thinking about myself, I took photos and videos and that was what I used as "porn".
Later I discovered that selfsuck existed and I knew that this was my way, but I never got to give myself complete satisfaction so I have lived for years in constant frustration, dreaming almost every day that I could have sex with myself.
A year ago I discovered selffuck and I tried it, of course I couldn't so I put one more on my list of failures, but this summer I tried again one whole night and I succeeded, when I ran I fell asleep and the next day I didn't know if Had it been a dream or had it been something real, I remembered that I had been riding her but I couldn't believe it, this time I was able to do it very easily... apparently my anus is quite close to my penis and my penis is a good size and it's wide, it also has a curvature that helps in the process, that night I was fucking myself all night, from 10:00 p.m. I was becoming "addicted" and I was like that for a month, a lot of sex with myself and a lot of guilt, I wrote what I felt and deleted it... until recently I discovered that there is an autosexual sexual orientation, and it has been difficult for me to accept it but yes , I am autosexual and I think I am very lucky to being able to have full sexual relations with myself, now I accept myself
I spent a kind of honeymoon, I know that for many it may seem silly but discovering that I can fuck myself and in such a full way is something very important in my life. Almost the entire penis enters me, really from my anus to my penis there is no more than 2cm, it seems that it was made for the purpose of my sexual orientation.
Today I am happy having full relationships with myself and I no longer have conflicts with my sexual orientation, I fuck myself absolutely every day and it makes me very happy
I hope it's not too cheesy... greetings and thanks for this great forum
