Posted by Mike (188.8.131.52) on January 08, 2005 at 02:04:24:
In Reply to: Re: Can SS, but not to orgasm... posted by BlackSunshineAZ on January 08, 2005 at 01:33:15:
: : I want to stop it, but I keep getting the urge to suck my cock. It's just so much more fun and rewarding than simply masturbating.
: Why do you want to stop?
Well, it's not normal. At least by society's standard. I guess I just think about the act and imagining the response if I was caught in the act. But then again, the very fact that sucking your own cock isn't normal is a big reason why it excites me.
I'd be a hypocrite if I said I think it's gross. I love sucking my cock. If you would've told me two years ago I'd be sucking my own cock and swallowing my cum in the distant future, I would've given you a weird look.
I still can't believe I progressed to the point where I'm able to put both my legs behind my head in the X and suck my cock (it's only about 6 inches, imagine if I had 7 or 8).
I'm wondering where I got my motivation anyways. I might've been from an erotic story called "Those Autofellatio Blues" that got me curious. It may have been something else. But I wished I had started when I was in my teens instead of 24.
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