Tonight's one of those nights... I'm alone, beer in hand, pineapples in the other, and of course porn and my hard dick out.
I want to eat my own cum... and it has to be epic.
So I'm going through my favorite posts of this website, plus other sites I love like the LDW group stuff (
http://www.wwww.coachedcumeating.com/is ... or_you.php), my saved up videos on Pornhub and whatever's on my Seagate (semen gate) external hard drive.
I am writing tonight because I want to just talk about the steps it usually takes me to get into this super horny horny mood. Maybe it can help other guys on this site as well.
Cum eating while sober is very hard. I think it's ultra hard. Maybe downright impossible-- if you are a straight man. Your natural tendencies is to think about fucking chicks and splooging on said chick. You don't want to do it on yourself-- because that would be, well messy.
So that's why one needs a little bit of substance (at least in my opinion). Music also helps. Here's what I'm listening to:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZDM3RxK ... U8&index=2.
Make sure you get a private place to just enjoy a nice long session-- the more time you can give yourself the better.
Basically yeah, after that have a few drinks or smoke a little bud.. whatever it takes to get your mind horny as fuck. Then read your favorite cum eating blog posts, articles. Watch some videos too-- whatever's your favorite (e.g. lexi lapetina, guys and shemales cumming in their faces and mouths, etc).
I would say if you're really horny then, go ahead and flip over and cum into your own mouth. You might not swallow the whole thing, but that's okay. And that could be the end of your session.
Here's where I believe edging cumsss into play. Don't take a whole load, even though I think that is to your brain the "most satisfying thing you can do". It's not.. because the whole "dream" will be over already.
To enjoy somthing like this, you gotta really first--relax, then edge slowly. Really take your time with drinking the cum. If you leave on the horny note, "wanting more", then it will remain something you crave. Just shooting a huge load in your mouth is a sure fire way to kill your sexcapade.
I know how it is-- us solosuckers-- we want huge fucking messy loads. I'm sorta at the crossroads with this-- many time I just fucking cum everything I have into my mouth, only to spit it all out later. Then I HUGELY regret everything... but later too, I'm just disappointed in myself I didn't swallow.
So instead just edge-- get some out but not all. Then watch more porn, and do it again-- and then again-- until you've swallowed at least 3x. I will say that each time you edge it gets a little harder to not go all the way and burst. That's the part you really have to control, work on.
Another strategy I think that works well -- is to think of cum as the "reward" for your masturbation. But this takes a long long time. You have to basically cum in your mouth every other day and really build up to loving the taste. Pineapple helps a lot, plus just having good brainwashing material around. The more you eat cum, the more your mind just goes with the flow and doesn't fight you in that stupid straight mode. I think if you can survive 30 days of eating your cum daily, it'll become something you just enjoy and crave without any guilt or shame.
As for the subject of guilt or shame-- I sometimes feel it-- but I have to remind myself that no one else is watching me do this (if someone is, they are probably just another kinky person or cumeater like myself). I like to often think that I'm surrounded by other cum eaters-- who just want me to enjoy it as much as they do. it's like-- "dude, join the cum eating party!" "Feeling nervous? Here have a beer and watch this video of this hot shemale or dude cumming in their own mouth. Then you can try that too!".
My favorite thing is to just look at myself after in the mirror with a cum facial. I like scooping the cum off my face and eating it. I really wish I had a friend or mistress to just observe me, so that I could keep feeling encouraged to do this cum eating for them. If you guys want to add me, I'm nickyricky101 on Yahoo and Skype. Find me

That said I'm not always on cause I have a real family I need to take care of -- so this is just my dirty little secret for whenever I just happen to be by myself (on business or whatever). I'm pretty sure that's most guys' lives on here too-- if our schedules somehow sync up, I'd be happy to cam with you..
Until then, happy cum eating-- I am going to go read more cum eating articles -- does anyone have anything they recommend? What are your favorite motivational cum articles and mp3s and mistresses that your recommend? Post em here! *Slurps*