It's amazing to see how far I've
cum with swallowing my cum. My first experience ever swallowing was some time in 2011 (I think). I had my legs way up against the wall while laying on my back and thought I could just cum straight down from about a foots length. Incredibly, a LOT of it went in! The rest on my chin, neck and chest. I also remember the taste; not great, not bad but also had that tingling/burning aftertaste in my throat. I don't recall getting too 'enlightened' from this experience but I do remember reading lots about the desire for cum, searching on google 'is it normal to swallow cum', 'does cum have a burning sensation,' etc. Then came across
idrinkmyself.com, and other websites like male101.com where guys were coming forth with their cum swallowing experiences. Some of them were really hot, like this one I posted
here. I always got turned on by the stories, and still do to this day.
Then I had an experience which kick started all of this into high gear, in early January of 2012 (pretty sure) I went through a few weeks of being really turned on by the idea of cum swallowing; I've seen all my favourite porn stars do it, I wanted to know what it's like. I spent a week edging to build up a huge amount so I could go through with taking a full load of cum and taste as much as possible. I pulled it off; flipped my legs over and let the cum out onto my tongue and throat. I was so nervous and excited to swallow a full cumshot. I did the hottest, kinkiest, most erotic act in the book;
swallowing cum! I had mixed feelings of guilt, shame, accomplishment and satisfaction after I swallowed my first full load. I was happy though, but I'll touch on my emotions these days a bit later. I don't think I attempted another cum swallowing experience for a long time.
I kept at it that year and by the end of it on Sunday November 11, 2012 at 4:39am I signed up here and things got interesting. I started cumming and swallowing with my legs flipped behind me every couple months. Getting many of them on video (as ones posted above).
Since then and many thanks to this forum, I've found out more about
- stimulating my prostate either with my fingers or objects (still contemplating getting a dildo)
- edging and leaking cum (easy way to swallow everything)
- freezing cum and swallowing multiple loads in one shot
- getting more cum out of me while edging with kegels
- types of cum and their taste (love it when it's thick)
It's been so much fun, sometimes I'll spend an entire day being completely unproductive... or productive with myself. And now, more than 6 years later on this forum I finally share some clips of myself (first time ever, anywhere) and hoping this kickstarts more wild times in 2019. Lately I've been incredibly turned on, ever since new years day I've been wanting for the year to start off exciting. I came in my mouth a few days ago about 7 spurts but didn't swallow and spat it out.
And here's where things get interesting;
the first time I swallowed a full load of cum, I felt guilty and ashamed. Today, I feel the same way when I DON'T swallow!
So the last couple of days I've been edging a lot, pretty much spent a solid 2 straight days of being hard. Just this morning after enough teasing I decided I would correct what I did wrong a few days ago; got the camera, setup all my lights, tripod, everything and went back to edging for a bit until I jumped into the bathroom, got on the floor, legs over shoulders as usual, stroke slow and rub under the frenulum (feels so good) and then stroke faster to get everything out. Once I felt me getting close to cumming, is when I slowed down the strokes to keep my cock from flinging cum in all sorts of direction. I almost always get all the cum on my tongue. I finished about 10 spurts later and a mouthful that had my tongue swimming in cum. I played around with it for a bit,I find that it always feels longer in the moment but when watching my videos after, it's too short, I feel like I should let it the flavour saturate for longer. In any case, with enough swishing the cum around with my tongue, one quick gulp and it was down my throat. Except this time it was one LARGE gulp. Really, it was almost like I took a sizeable swig of cum and drank it down. With that being finished, I still had a bit of spillage of thick cum hanging onto the side of my lips... a few licks and every drop was in me.
Now I didn't feel ashamed.
It's so mesmerizing to realize that you build up so much exciting edging for so long and stroking leading up to it for days for a payoff that's quite short. But it's so erotic to release cum and immediately take it back in a loop. I can't think of a single hotter act one can do on their own, and even if with others, cum would have to be part of it.
After I finished this morning, 10 minutes passed by and I was still turned on (immensely) and had to cum again; 5 more spurts, mostly clear cum. I think I drained myself fully today.
After watching what I did this morning, I noticed something interesting; the first 6 or 7 spurts of cum were thick and white, while everything after was clear and thin. I read an incredible post on Edging techniques:
https://www.reddit.com/r/eatingowncum/c ... aculation/
And one of the fascinating bits about it was when he mentions how cum is divided into two parts;
Semen, except for a few trace parts, mostly is made up of fluid from two places – the prostate gland and the seminal vesicles. During a normal ejaculation, the two fluids are partially mixed together. During partial ejaculations, however, you might expel them separately.
If you do, the fluid from the prostate gland will come out first. It's thinner and clearer than semen normally is. The flavor has more bite to it, but I still like it.
The fluid from the seminal vesicles will come out next. It looks pretty much like semen normally looks. The flavor is sweeter and creamier than the prostatic fluid.
It looks like this is happening to me during normal ejaculations and I'm getting a lot of it too. I think it also explains why when I cum mostly thick white, it tastes slightly sweet and is a thrill to have in my mouth. But when it's a mix of the two, the taste isn't as great but the entire load is much bigger. Seems like I might have to put it on my bucket list to try and take in only the thick spurts of cum and give myself a facial with the remaining cum. I might post today's clip... if anyone really wants to see it, leave a comment
