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I uploaded the Yoga Fellatio PDF to Scribd. I know some of you may want this.

https://www.scribd.com/document/387185042/Yoga-Fellatio

Thank you, this rocks.

An old thread, but I really have to comment here. This pdf is awesome! It really gets into the nuts and bolts and mechanics of autofellatio better than anything I’ve ever read. Page 142 goes into something I discovered a few years ago and have mentioned here before,
sensory deprivation. I never called it that and had no idea it was very old mystic practice. I just wanted an intimate, confined place with three walls to help with my balance. Somewhere I could self-suck without distractions for my ADD issues to feed on. I’ve mentioned I have a carpeted 5’x8’ “gooning closet” in the middle of my apartment I like to use for long marathon masturbation and selfing sessions. I can spend the entire weekend in there sometimes, gooning to porn and masturbating, but when I go in there to self-suck it really takes my brain to another level.

I turn out all the lights in the bedroom, close the closet door, adjust my 6-7 pillows around, and roll over into the Plow. No light/pitch black, and no sounds except my own nasal breathing. The pdf mentions that when selfing with sensory deprivation you mentally “become your penis” and it’s absolutely true! Without external stimuli and the constant laser focus on one repetitive action, the entire world slowly become your penis/you become your penis. Everything exists solely to pleasure the invisible shaft of flesh steadily thrusting in and out of your body for pleasure while the rest of you passively submits. The last few times I used it to self I wore ear plugs so my loud nasal breathing wouldn’t be a distraction. In the absence of sight and sound your brain starts to fantasize and hallucinate a little. Smell, taste, and sensation are totally geared towards pleasure at this point. Once I settle into a slow steady rhythm my brain creates sexual scenarios after awhile and I become a mindless creature of perpetual selfish self-pleasure with constantly-evolving and morphing physical forms. It can get weird, but a lot of fun. It gets even more bizarre if you’re a little stoned, lol. So glad this was discussed in the document! I just thought I was a little unhinged but happy to see what I’m doing makes sense.

The SCRIBD site for this download wants you to sign up with a payment plan before downloading (albeit for free then cancel). The site I posted below will download the pdf to most cell phones for free though with no sign up hassle.

https://kupdf.net/queue/yoga-fellatio_5 ... o2NjE5Ojo4

Thanks Polevaulter - I'm seeing a "Error code : 1002" when I click on that link?

This book is amazing, this guy really digged into selfsucking. Should be available in any library

I like his conclusion with religion, it seems to be very comprehensible. I mean today, we have so much distraction from our natural sexual desire, may it be sex with another person or masturbation or autofellatio. Generations before did not have this and as many things were not scientifically explainable, so they started to make their theories based on their feelings and impressions. When it comes to autofellatio, there is not much science (yet) behind it, because it's (still) a niche. Although I would be very interested in some studies, like who and why some guys are capable to do it and some are not. And what is the impact of those doing in frequently, physically or mentally.

Going back to sensory deprivation: I prefer to suck myself in low lights, sometimes also fully dark. I can focus much more on the act itself, the taste, the feelings, breathing, depth etc. I often close my eyes while selfsucking, sometimes even instinctive. Only when I stop sucking, I realized that I have closed my eyes. And there is nothing else, just my cock. In some extensive sessions, my throat even unites with my cock, like he describes:

You will feel that you have become your penis. I kid you not. You will feel that you ARE actually your penis.

It's not easy to get to this state, often there is still some distraction, although it's all dark. I haven't tried using ear plugs or anything to avoid any distraction.

Getting closer to the orgasm is such a sensory deprived state is also quite different, I can feel the orgasm arriving, but for minutes. And my legs and body starts to shake, it try to relax but the shaking continues. During the orgasm itself, it's also much more intensive, I feel every phase of the orgasm: It starts inside of me, then moving from the bottom of my dick towards my cockhead, I try to keep the orgasm there, holding it with my throat, not let him out. I don't know what's the longest time I could keep it. Then the penis starts to twitch, again from bottom to head, and final first cum is released, which created immediately a swallowing reflex. Swallowing is a full part of cumming, there is no other way for your body. If you want to release more cum, you need to swallow. So you end up swallowing synchronously with the spasms of your cock, until your unloaded.
Totally different orgasm, feels also much longer, although I am not sure if it actually is (time is relative...) Not to compare with masturbate, having sex or cumming from just sucking on the head. I think this what he describes on the last page and how he came to the religious part. Only you and your penis are capable to get into such a symbiotic state. No one and nothing else.

and fuck, just got hard writing about this arousal state

aleingang69 wrote: ↑

Sat Nov 18, 2023 11:11 am

Thanks Polevaulter - I'm seeing a "Error code : 1002" when I click on that link?

i'm not getting an error, but i can only see the first page. when i try to go to the second page it makes me wait 10 sec before i can see it, and then another 10 sec before i can see the third, etc.. thought it might be nice to check out, but i'm not spending more than two hours going through that 145 times.

I uploaded another link. Let me know if it goes down again and I'll try to find a more stable link option.

https://docdro.id/zZQW9zo

Thanks - that link works fine, though I didn't try to download it, so I don't know what that would be like.

I’ve been experimenting with the sensory deprivation aspect as closely as I’m able. I have a gooning closet in my apartment I move my porn rig into when I want to go full-marathon sometimes. Twice now I’ve moved into it with pillows, and shut out all the light coming from beneath the door with a towel. I used the earplugs as suggested and drew out a long selfing session that went about 90 minutes each time.

No outer body, transcendental experiences yet, but I did experience short bursts where I felt like I was one with my penis and the entire world and my soul existed to provide eternal pleasure to my sexual organ, so I think I got a taste of what he is saying in the book. It’s certainly worth trying again and extremely erotic I discovered the slower and more deliberate and purposeful I went at it. NOTE: Try to resist moaning, whimpering, speaking to yourself, breaking your breathing rhythm through your nose in any way, or even clearing your throat loudly. sound changes tend to bring you back to the reality and it takes awhile to get back to that state again. I didn’t do nose plugs, and dint have a deprivation tank or anything. Smelling my sex is part of the eroticism for me. The pitch black darkness definitely makes it a wild experience. I think if I were to spend an hour in the closet meditating and lightly masturbating first before beginning to self-suck I might be able to go deeper.