Learning to deep throat my own cock
Posted: Mon Oct 26, 2020 10:41 am
The deeper I go, the more turned on I get. It is truly amazing for me to get so much of my cock in my mouth, with occasional acid reflux and numbness in my lower back after about ten minutes of pushing further. So I take a break, maybe take some acid neutralizing food or stomach medicine. I first got into this from a video of a guy getting to the point of pushing his cock into his throat. In the video, he easily gets to where his cock is hitting the back of his throat, and then he gives a little shove to push open his throat and slide his cock an inch or two inside it... The level of intimacy he clearly is feeling and loving is where I too am at currently, but not yet where i can push into my throat yet... thinking maybe need to do some sit ups for a month to get rid of any belly fat, so I can finally accomplish the holy grail of self sucking... pushing into your own throat. I picture myself in a frenzy, fucking my own throat one day, getting off in mad passionate love making of my own self. Sounds crazy right... and in truth, it is CRAZY FANTASTIC so far, and I am not even in my own throat yet.
Here is the video that got me so addicted to loving what I have loved doing daily for the last four years, with only increased passion than when I first started getting seriously into it. I did self suck as a teen, and got caught by a friend one time, sucking my own cock in a jacuzzi one day... I was so freaked out that he saw what I was doing to myself, of him not knowing how enjoyable it truly was and still is for me.
Today I am way past any fear of what others think of me loving what I feel is the most intimate feeling of all, that still causes me to feel in awe when I look at my own cock going into my mouth, thinking, omg, I am putting my own cock in my mouth, wow, this is beautiful, as I gently love myself to orgasm. I had to get past my anxiety in order to enter fully into a passionate intimacy of loving my own cock in my mouth daily now, that I am truly proud to be able to do, knowing there is no way I will ever not enjoy it, especially when I finally reach of my goal ... pushing my own cock into my throat, like wow wow wow, how fantastic those orgasms will be one day!
Oh right, the deep throating video, sincerely hope this helps others overcome their anxiety in loving their own cock like I do:
This is me:
Here is the video that got me so addicted to loving what I have loved doing daily for the last four years, with only increased passion than when I first started getting seriously into it. I did self suck as a teen, and got caught by a friend one time, sucking my own cock in a jacuzzi one day... I was so freaked out that he saw what I was doing to myself, of him not knowing how enjoyable it truly was and still is for me.
Today I am way past any fear of what others think of me loving what I feel is the most intimate feeling of all, that still causes me to feel in awe when I look at my own cock going into my mouth, thinking, omg, I am putting my own cock in my mouth, wow, this is beautiful, as I gently love myself to orgasm. I had to get past my anxiety in order to enter fully into a passionate intimacy of loving my own cock in my mouth daily now, that I am truly proud to be able to do, knowing there is no way I will ever not enjoy it, especially when I finally reach of my goal ... pushing my own cock into my throat, like wow wow wow, how fantastic those orgasms will be one day!
Oh right, the deep throating video, sincerely hope this helps others overcome their anxiety in loving their own cock like I do:
This is me: