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a lot of people here consider themselves autosexual or solo sexual. while i don’t consider myself that (more like a gay pansexual) i do consider autofellatio to be a sort of religious experience that strengthens a bond i have with my own sexual being. to me, autofellatio is sex in that afterward i feel that post sex warmth and satisfaction. fucking my mouth till completion is the ultimate form of masturbation that it even surpasses all other bate sessions in pleasure.

as i’m going down on myself and taking in my stinky crotch scent and impaling my lips and throat with my rod, i feel the raw, primal rush that precedes a breeding session with a hookup; i feel like some sort of horny caveman about to eject his seed into a warm pocket, except that warm pocket is myself. i am both active giver and passive recipient during the autofellatio experience. its all about the passionate love making, and i know i can make some good sexy love to myself and afterwards feel like i just had a workout. i gift myself the gift of life and essence just like i would anyone else, and thats why selfsuck is sex for me.

masturbation.

i mean, religious experience / PHD level masturbation to be sure, but definitely not sex.

i don't mean to sound conceited, but a lot of folks say that i am quite talented in my selfing abilities. i have definitely given myself sexual pleasure that no other person has ever come close to giving me...and i do it a lot...15-60 minute sessions, at least daily, frequently twice.

yet beyond all of that, i still have a crippling need to be with another person and have shared experiences with them. i have felt like i didn't want to go on living a few times in my life, and it has always been the unbearable loneliness of not being able to share sexual pleasures with someone else that made me feel like ending things. the incredible amount of masturbation-enjoyment i give myself does absolutely nothing to satiate my need for sex with another person...believe me, i really fucking wish that it would.

To me, it is masturbation. Also, self-love.

At the times I still could suck my cock, I really felt love for my cock, my balls and was fascinated by it. Always loved that feeling when my lips closed around my cock head, and touched my shaft. And on top of this, the idea that when i could keep on sucking, kept being determined that I would get a reward, made my mind go crazy.

Still when I suck a cock of another man, the idea of the reward at the end, gets me excited and makes me horny.