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today I managed to keep it in now I just have to conquer an orgasm!

hmm any way to make one yourself? I don't live anywhere near a sex shop and am not a fan of buying online.

I can get my cock head into my ass when I'm completely soft but my problem is then i can't get hard. I tried watching porn and it didn't seem to help. I'm also a grower and i go from 4 soft to 8 erect so if i get semi hard im usually too hard by the time I get near getting it in. any ideas anyone?