a lot of people here consider themselves autosexual or solo sexual. while i don’t consider myself that (more like a gay pansexual) i do consider autofellatio to be a sort of religious experience that strengthens a bond i have with my own sexual being. to me, autofellatio is sex in that afterward i feel that post sex warmth and satisfaction. fucking my mouth till completion is the ultimate form of masturbation that it even surpasses all other bate sessions in pleasure.
as i’m going down on myself and taking in my stinky crotch scent and impaling my lips and throat with my rod, i feel the raw, primal rush that precedes a breeding session with a hookup; i feel like some sort of horny caveman about to eject his seed into a warm pocket, except that warm pocket is myself. i am both active giver and passive recipient during the autofellatio experience. its all about the passionate love making, and i know i can make some good sexy love to myself and afterwards feel like i just had a workout. i gift myself the gift of life and essence just like i would anyone else, and thats why selfsuck is sex for me.
Is selfsuck sex or just masturbation for you?
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Re: Is selfsuck sex or just masturbation for you?
masturbation.
i mean, religious experience / PHD level masturbation to be sure, but definitely not sex.
i don't mean to sound conceited, but a lot of folks say that i am quite talented in my selfing abilities. i have definitely given myself sexual pleasure that no other person has ever come close to giving me...and i do it a lot...15-60 minute sessions, at least daily, frequently twice.
yet beyond all of that, i still have a crippling need to be with another person and have shared experiences with them. i have felt like i didn't want to go on living a few times in my life, and it has always been the unbearable loneliness of not being able to share sexual pleasures with someone else that made me feel like ending things. the incredible amount of masturbation-enjoyment i give myself does absolutely nothing to satiate my need for sex with another person...believe me, i really fucking wish that it would.
i mean, religious experience / PHD level masturbation to be sure, but definitely not sex.
i don't mean to sound conceited, but a lot of folks say that i am quite talented in my selfing abilities. i have definitely given myself sexual pleasure that no other person has ever come close to giving me...and i do it a lot...15-60 minute sessions, at least daily, frequently twice.
yet beyond all of that, i still have a crippling need to be with another person and have shared experiences with them. i have felt like i didn't want to go on living a few times in my life, and it has always been the unbearable loneliness of not being able to share sexual pleasures with someone else that made me feel like ending things. the incredible amount of masturbation-enjoyment i give myself does absolutely nothing to satiate my need for sex with another person...believe me, i really fucking wish that it would.
Re: Is selfsuck sex or just masturbation for you?
To me, it is masturbation. Also, self-love.
At the times I still could suck my cock, I really felt love for my cock, my balls and was fascinated by it. Always loved that feeling when my lips closed around my cock head, and touched my shaft. And on top of this, the idea that when i could keep on sucking, kept being determined that I would get a reward, made my mind go crazy.
Still when I suck a cock of another man, the idea of the reward at the end, gets me excited and makes me horny.
At the times I still could suck my cock, I really felt love for my cock, my balls and was fascinated by it. Always loved that feeling when my lips closed around my cock head, and touched my shaft. And on top of this, the idea that when i could keep on sucking, kept being determined that I would get a reward, made my mind go crazy.
Still when I suck a cock of another man, the idea of the reward at the end, gets me excited and makes me horny.
Can't reach the sender, but its load always arrives.
Re: Is selfsuck sex or just masturbation for you?
It was always much more than masturbation to me. Masturbation was like getting the thing done and move on to other activities. Self sucking was me making love to me. Yes, I used to have great sex with my ex-wife (then-wife) but in some ways it was even better with myself. Later, once I began living alone, I might make an entire evening of it, giving myself "special attention" in preparation of my pleasures. Ending with giving and getting the most excellent time I could imagine. I'll still do the "whole scene" sometimes but not with self suck, unfortunately.
Re: Is selfsuck sex or just masturbation for you?
Autofellatio is certainly not masturbation in a traditional sense. It's something much more. It's another form of sexuality and can eventually become a lifestyle for anyone who becomes proficient. I fantasize about having sex with others and kinky sexual experiences from the past, but I mostly fantasize about autofellatio. I think about it in the morning when I awake with a hard cock, on and off all day long, and can't wait to get me back into my mouth. I have occasional dreams and in some experience physical sensations such as pushing deep and feeling the squishing of my throat around my gushing cock. I would call it a delightful obsession having no guilt at all but gratitude for the blessing. I have my own preparation rituals, self created autofellatio porn, and memories of many noteworthy autofellatio experiences over my long history of being an autofellator.
I'm grateful for solosuck . com, and was incredibly excited when Al created it many years ago. During the ensuing years so many have come forward to share their passions and experiences. There is much to be discovered around the internet.
If anyone is interested, I have an X account, and post images of what I call the art of autofellatio, and Futa autofellatio found on other X pages, and from the internet. Take a look, and have a good time:
https://x.com/AFeddieSSr
I'm grateful for solosuck . com, and was incredibly excited when Al created it many years ago. During the ensuing years so many have come forward to share their passions and experiences. There is much to be discovered around the internet.
If anyone is interested, I have an X account, and post images of what I call the art of autofellatio, and Futa autofellatio found on other X pages, and from the internet. Take a look, and have a good time:
https://x.com/AFeddieSSr
