Let's turn back in time, my first contact with autofellatio was a long time ago. When I was 13 years old, I was learning how masturbation and exploring my body so much that Dora would be so fucking envious. Discovering the box where my dad kept the porno DVDs and sex magazines made it good, but once I discover the password to the XXX-rated channels...It was so much better. Well, one of this days, one particular TV show was on, it was called Sin Cities.
In this episode, they interviewed this guy who performed autofellatio in some country of Europe and he taught how to suck your own dick...with a banana. Despite the bad example, soon as his segment was over, I did what a horny ass kid would do: try to suck my own right away. And failing miserably. Well, I didn't care and life goes on...
Some years later, as I discovered myself as a homosexual, I was looking for some material of mine favorite pornstar (at the time): Zack Randall. I mean, he was so cute and hot at the same time, I just wish to fuck him so bad and also ride his dick, he's to handsome, for god's sake. So, there it was him, licking his tip at this photoshoot to the FreshMen Magazine. It blew my socks off. After that, I start my research and then, autofellatio became a obsession and I was willing to try it everyday.
Well, after a hot shower, here I go again: all naked in my bed, with the gay session of RedTube on and tryin' my best. And my surprise? It worked. I could lick the tip, just like Zack. The emotion of licking was enough to make me cum (of course I eat it, even when I wasn't licking it, I like to give myself facials). And for three years, it was a ritual. But things just got better after college, when I losted 22 lbs (or 10 kg) and improved my understanding of english language.
It was when I read the tutorials of Al, and many many others articles and Reddit's pages and decided to go deep on my own cock. I learned how stretching has a fundamental part in selfsucking (If I knew that early, I would probably master the ability since I was 13 ) and give it a shot on a saturday. Naked and doing the stretches, I go to the edge of my bed and pulling it down, getting my face closer and closer to my crotch and open my mouth really wide and...there I was, for the first time, sucking (for real) my own dick.
But if you think that I ejaculated soon as the time I only licked, you're soooo wrong (despite phimosis surgery I had done the previous summer have a key role to that didn't happen). I tried and tried in every single position and could not believe it. Sometimes, the satisfaction of sucking your own dick and doing something that most men do it's more pleasurable that the act itself. At that night, I also discovered the two position that work from me: the standing one (where I almost gag on my cock) and the C one (where I usually cum).
In that night, particularly I've cummed after sucking in the C position. The sucking noises, the movie I was watching, the feeling, It was all too damn good...So good that I start to feel my dick spasms, so as my asshole and then I've realized: hey, I just cummed in my own mouth, that's how it feels when someone ejaculate in your mouth with this satisfying feeling of having the most safe oral sex ever Did I have to mention that no drop was wasted?
Three years later and 21 years old, I still do it autofellatio. I have a Tumblr dedicated just to autofellatio, selffucking and other types of masturbation (just as self-fisting and self-pissing) and that became my fetish. Once a week I do it some sessions. Oh, and because of Zack Randall, I also got interested in watersports and I believe that pissing in my mouth gets me eager for my cock. And kind of narcissist too (I mean, loving your cock so much that you slurp everything that comes out of it...).
So, I have to thank Al for the ability, since the tutorials and even the forum helped me a lot, the guys from Reddit and, of course, Zack Randall. Thanks Zack, because of you, my sexual life got a lot more interesting. More than it would ever be.