What do you think about while you self-suck?

[Panther Sauce]

If I'm fantasizing, it's usually about autofellatio in context of a larger situation, maybe like, the idea of being locked in chastity and longing for it, and then eventually being allowed to do it.

But lately I've been doing way less fantasizing.
This just keeps getting better and better for me... My most recent sessions, I've been very focused on what I'm doing and how it feels, and also significantly, feeling an affection for my cock, which, I do feel kinda weird about, but damn... I'm making love to it, and getting into it more intensely than ever.
I've always had some difficulty getting off, I think I'm a lot less sensitive than most guys, but this feeling of affection, and focusing on that feeling, is really, really doing it for me.
Also, I've been thinking about it more leading up to a session, looking forward to it, building up anticipation for it. Where I used to most often try to get really hard before starting, now I've been making it a point to start soft, no cock rings, just looking at it and getting turned on by watching myself get hard.
I think it took me a lot of practice to get to this point where my body and my brain actually understand what's happening when I do it... That might sound crazy? But this has become so much hotter now that that's happening.
I really wanted to talk about this part of my journey, and I think its relevant to this thread... I'm a gay guy, and I can perform oral sex on myself, and I guess I feel like that should have been perfect a lot sooner? But it wasn't like that immediately, and now I'm finally having these experiences where its so erotic in and of itself, that it's just fucking amazing and I kinda just wrote a book about it so I'll stop writing this post now.

[Sucken7]

When I put my head down there, all I can think about is sucking cock.

[blacksunshineaz]

I would just concentrate on the sensation of my glans against and between my lips. I could never get it past my teeth and truly suck on it, and I didn't feel much pleasure in my cock, but the feeling of hot flesh between my lips was very nice and I thought of how lucky I was to be able to do that much.

[Oldjoesmokes2004]

I think a lot about the mechanics of how to get deeper. As I see my cock closeup I’m thinking what about stuffing another balled up undershirt under my balls. Maybe that will force my cock up a bit closer to my lips. I’m now trying to open my mouth wide and not clamp down with my lips until my cock is at least 1 and 1/2” inside my mouth. That’s an instant burst of pleasure that I Didn’t anticipate but can’t wait to repeat.

[Polevaulter69]

I think once I’ve gotten comfortable and mastered a certain rhythm where I can stop worrying about the mechanics of sustaining what I’m doing there’s really something to be said about selfing in a state of mindless submission. It’s wild how when I allow myself to just go blank that subconscious muscle memory takes over and dictates muscles motion due to being motivated by constant pleasure. I just exist and move and create self-pleasure.

[Collegeselfer1]

i think about making love to myself. i usually watch myself in a mirror so it basically feels like im in my own porno, fore playing with myself and making love to myself in anticipation of a release of my thick sperm into myself. i think of it as a ritual that rewards me in ways no one else can, sometimes multiple times a day. selfsucking has definitely improved my self confidence since i have a smug, dirty little truth that i keep mostly to myself, whether in my room after an afternoon gym session or in my car outdoors at 1 am.