For months I've been shirking my selfsucking duties. Life's been a bit crazy and I've just been too busy to take the time to stretch and prepare properly. I had a session here and there but they were pretty lackluster; nothing compared to when I was in the swing of things. So about a month or so ago, I swore I'd pick up on my favorite hobby again. I stretched more, ate better, and made sure to back off when a session wasn't working.
So last night I stretched for a good while since my abdomen seemed alright, then looked at a bit of porn, so naturally I got hard and attempted to selfsuck. Not very successful, only able to suck the tip when standing up, so I stopped and got a shower. After my shower, I sat on the bathroom floor and stretched again. I selfsucked in the C position a little too, but I wasn't able to get as hard as I would've liked. I went to my bed thinking I would just try again another time and get some sleep, but then I remembered: I've done the plow position on the bathroom floor before and that made it easier to stay hard. So instead of moving back to the bathroom floor, I figured I'd stay on my bed.
I don't usually selfsuck in bed as the sitting C position was my MO because I can do that and browse for porn, and the bed isn't the optimum place for that method. I got into the plow position and was actually able to get a good portion of my soft cock into my mouth, so I sucked as it plumped up. I got hard in no time and since temperatures are a little cooler now, my balls were nice and tight against my body, making my balls no obstruction when being upside down. I pulled my cock deeper and deeper into my mouth, thinking that I would just have a good ol' session and have at least half of it in my mouth with ease. And then I felt it go a little further than usual.
"Have I finally done it?" I thought. "Have I reached the Holy Grail of selfsucking? Self deepthroating?!" I pulled more and more and I felt the head of my cock pop past the roof of my mouth and into my throat. I was ecstatic!
I've finally hit this marker! I thrust more and even cause myself to make a snorting sound a few times as I truly obstruct the back of my mouth. It was one of the most thrilling sexual moments I've ever experienced. This is something I thought I might never get to enjoy, but there I was, cock deep in mouth, and ready to cross the finish line. I did this for maybe only about 30 seconds or so of trying to pull my cock as deep as possible, savoring every moment of selfing pleasure, and then decided to give my back a bit of a rest, as this was a real workout. I thought I would only rest for a few minutes before heading back to Throat Town, but when I got back into position, my cock had already wilted a bit, my back was strained enough, and I felt my abdomen wasn't up to the challenge again since I've now gone a good number of hours without eating and was getting hungry. So the highest point in my autofellatio career so far was all too brief and I faced the fact that this might not happen again for a while. But this session did serve as a giant morale boost. I had stretched more, played my cards rights, tried an improved position, and got deeper than ever before. Progress, I say. Anything this intense puts a strain on my back, but I must say that my stretching is paying off, as I feel almost no strain the day after. I'll be sure to check in with you all if I should hit this point again or make an improvement. Oh, how I long for triggering my gag reflex!
Happy sucking, everyone!
