I wish I could self suck. I have sucked on some dildos

[cumdrinker1]

I posted my story over on the Solo Sex board but didn't get any response, so I am posting it here and hoping for feedback.

I am in my 40s now and have tried since I was in my teens to suck my own cock after reading about it in the Forum section of Penthouse. Even when I was in very good shape, I was never able to do so. I was able to bring the head of my cock about 4 inches from my mouth by flipping my legs over my head.

I literally have wet dreams at night of sucking my own cock, but never have been able to do so. I did, however, jack off in the head over heels position and cum all over my face and into my mouth. This was very strenuous and I would seldom swallow after cumming. I would get horny as hell and want to swallow a load, but after orgasming I would lose the desire.

As the years went by, I learned about pre-cum and have eagerly lapped up my pre-cum several times per week when I jack off. I squeeze a bit out of my cockhead, get it between by thumb and forefinger, bring the hot seed to my mouth and suck HARD. I LOVE the taste. It wasn't an acquired taste for me. I LOVED it from the start and I absolutely CRAVE cum.

About two years ago, this prompted me to try something new, which I now do on a regular basis. I refrain from masturbating for as long as 10 days at a time to build up a huge reservoir of cum and I eat healthy and take vitamins and aminoacid supplements, plus drink plenty of fluids. Then, when I know I will be alone for a day or two (I am married and YES, my wife does swallow on rare occasions, but that's another story.), I jack off into a medicine cup from a bottle of Nyquil. I use the measurement marks on the side of the cup to see how much cum my refraining and nutrition habits produced over the several days. After orgasming, I am not in the mood to swallow, so I put the cup into the refrigerator for safekeeping, but after relaxing in the nude and watching porn over the internet, I soon am horny again. Sometimes I will go swallow the load immediately; other times I will repeat cumming into the medicine cup repeatedly for an entire weekend and then swallow as many as a half dozen loads of cum from the cup. Of course, each successive load is smaller, but I still LOVE the taste of the cum. I mean I REALLY love it. I bring the cup to my mouth and take my CUM into my mouth and swish it around in there and savor it. I absolutely LOVE this and this is why I CRAVE cum.

I wish I could swallow a full load every day, twice a day. I am not gay and don't have gay fantasies, but I have gone out and bought dildos and sucked on them and stuffed them up my ass before swallowing my load. I wish I could suck my own cock, but it will never happen. I couldn't do it when I had a 29 inch waste and weighed 135 lbs; now that I have a 33 inch waste and weigh 160, I have given up. But I still crave cum all the time and will continue to drink myself as long as I am able. I only wish I knew a way to produce more and more semen to be able to guzzle more.

[aleingang69]

Thanks buddy!
Inspiring for our would-be cum-eaters to hear from a man who developed a taste and a hunger for it over time!
Sorry to hear about your frustration with solosucking, but it sounds like you've figured out some very hot alternatives!
Other than edging and keeping hydrated I'm not sure about producing more juice.
Al

[cumdrinker1]

Thanks Al. I always figured that those "volume" pills are a scam. But I have tried taking extra vitamins and aminoacids, but the best way to build up a big load seems to be to refrain from cumming for a week or so. When I do that, I tend to get a nice big, creamy thick load to guzzle down.

To me, the texture is as important as the volume. A thick load just feels so much better in my mouth and it feels better going down. When my cum is clear and somewhat diluted, it still tastes great, but it isn't as satisfying to swish around.

I do wish there was some other method to keep my cum volume up and its consistency thick on a regular basis, but I will keep slurping and swallowing no matter what!

[aleingang69]

Have you experimented with edging? That definitely builds the volume up!