guess the plans for an extended session fell through? looks like about 1:20 from the first post to the last one.
i remember being the same way in the past...no matter how many times i told myself i was just going to relax, take it slow, and try that 'edging' thing i had heard was so great...i would work up to the point of no return and something inside would say "well, maybe next time..." as it felt so good that i just couldn't keep myself from sucking the load out of my cock!
it was during an extended 'dry spell' when i couldn't reach very well that i finally learned the joys of edging, while using my hand. i was then able to see what i had been missing and when i got back in shape again i applied what i had learned, and it wasn't uncommon for selfing sessions to last for a few hours (or more).
i guess that what i am saying is that i can *certainly* understand not being able to hold back when the time comes (no pun intended), but don't give up on trying...it is definitely worth it!!
