Selfsuck sex drive?

[PT1962Redux]

I know there has been at least one post before about psychological reasons for selfsucking. This is a similar question.

So I totally get why guys suck their own dicks. I'm a selfsucker and the best sex of my life has been autofellatio. Its just the greatest feeling there is. I love watching other selfsuckers on both video and in photos. It's hot and because I can do it, I know what another selfsucker is feeling when he's going down on himself and cumming. So I guess that's like any porn. But what I don't understand is why I feel so totally compelled to post photos of myself. Like it is the biggest goal in my life to post photos of me selfsucking.

Why do selfsuckers (some selfsuckers anyway) want to show their talents?

I've posted some photos here. When I first started posting them I'd chicken out and delete them after a few days. But eventually I worked up the courage to keep a few photos here. Some of them get pretty close to showing my face, but I have censored the photos where I'm clearly recognizable. I totally understand why guys don't want to post face reveal pics with any online porn. I guess there's always the liability that someone will recognize you. And tons of respect for guys who post photos with masks on or blurring their faces. I still love that content.

But my favorite selfsuck photos and videos are the ones where guys show their whole face, especially when they are looking right at the camera with their dick in their mouth. And I just feel this total desire to post photos like that of me.

I guess part of it is validation. I've finally come to terms with being an autosexual and I'd even go so far as to say autofellator is my sexual orientation. But I guess when you do that by yourself all the time and feel like you can't share it because people would be freaked out, then you want to find other people so you feel like you are normal. So even posting here at all is a kind of validation. About three and a half years ago on this site was the first time I ever shared with anyone that I suck my own dick. Its been the best thing for me to finally open up about this part of my self.

Another part of it is maybe just the idea of fully taking off the mask?? Like we all have secret sexual desires that we keep to ourselves. In theory, we express those desires with our sexual partners, but for autosexual acts we don't have a partner but still want, just once, to express what we really feel and want without inhibition. So maybe I just want there to be that "real" photo of me with my hard dick pressed in my mouth, an image of myself that isn't held back.

It seems contradictory that an autosexual wants to share his sexuality, and yet I do.

There seem to be some selfsuckers out there who post photos and videos on free sites just to share who they are, and even when they monetize their talents, they still seem mostly interested in just sharing themselves as selfsuckers with the world.

When I was in my 20s I selfsucked almost every day, and I wish then I'd done more to record myself. Now I just turned 40 and I guess I don't want to get older and have that same regret, but I still don't know why I just want so much to post images that other selfsuckers look at and share. And after years of not being able to selfsuck I'm finally making very good progress to getting where I can again and trying to record some decent images.

Anyone else have any thoughts?

[Suckmyself]

I find watching another self sucker has a different kind of turn on for me than other porn does. They appear to me to be more authentic, more genuinely into having their own cock in their mouth and cumming than just doing it for sake of being pornographic... the relationship for me is so real for me, I am my own lover, and I feel so thankful to be able to do this any time I want. Some days I go without for a day or two, and while out visiting friends, I will quickly put my cock in my mouth while in the bathroom or taking a shower. The excitement is riveting. I never thought of it as a sexuality, but now I do, so thank you for that. Ya, I guess the best partner one day would be another self sucker like me. It's just so intimate for me. I too was enthralled to post my first post about sucking myself off, and then the first video post I made, wow! Seeing myself doing that. I literally have dreams of deep throating myself, likely because I am 100% into one day doing it. The body changes over time, which makes it so much easier now, where I can instantly put the head of my cock into my warm waiting mouth. Sometimes I am so rock hard in a mind-blowing face fucking of my own self, heart racing, blasting cum into myself... yep, I am my own lover!
Perhaps one day I wont care who knows me, thinking I bet most guys wish they could do what I do. Some days I am so raging horny to get home to strip down and giving myself a blow job, anticipation so great, like one feels for a partner. Do I love myself? Am I in love with myself? I think maybe I am. The intimacy is off the charts. A frenzy most days. I even whisper things like, "I love your cock so much!" and it turns me on. No anxiety. No fear. Just the sweet sweet taste of my own cock in my mouth, oozzing with excitement once again, every day or every other day for the last 5 years. And each time I wonder to myself, was that the best self suck session? I find it helps to encourage yourself on. Thinking in my head, do I have time for a session... Oh yes, lets do it! ... as I hurry to get undressed and go into another love making frenzy before work or before heading out. Hell ya. I fucking love myself bitches! I ask, who's cock do you want to suck more than you own? I don't think it is possible to love another cock more than your own. And to give yourself a blow job every day. For sure I have sucked my own cock more than anyone else's cock, and best of all, I know I always will, partner or no partners, definitely someone who accepts my loving horny as fuck daily sucking myself off relationship with SELF. Thx. I love you guys.
Here is my favorite video of all time, of someone sucking himself off for over an hour. Yes we love doing it and this guy truly truly loves it as much as I do. Enjoy

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[Phoenixedger]

Definitely agree with both of the above. Since I started selfing several years ago I've gotten consistently better at it and it seems to feel better each time I do it. I used to spend lots of wasted time online looking for others to hook up with. In the past I have had some good buddies but lately it seems even more difficult to find decent reliable people. I have one regular buddy I see every week but outside of him I find that sucking myself is usually a much more enjoyable, reliable use of my time. Sometimes it feels better than others; and I love to edge it so I often don't cum for weeks at a time but the freedom to do what I want when I want is great. Knowing that I don't have to depend on others for my needs is great. Esp since I rarely get into jo.

[Selferbro]

Love this post boys!
I agree on all points.
Being able to suck on my own dick is a talent that I am immensely proud of but also very guarded about.
Only two people have ever known I could do this although two others did witness it by accident.
Seeing my cock close up is hot but to taste it is next level. I have grown to love everything about my cock and balls and I know that I am far more intimate with that part of my body than most men ever will have the fortune of experiencing.
At the moment of pressing my cock head past my lips and into my mouth - I am in heaven. Cumming and swallowing is the end result of course and it enables me to have the most intense and powerful orgasms I have ever had - both with other men and women and also when I jack off. Nothing tops my selfing orgasms. I just want to keep ejaculating once I have sucked myself off and I find that drinking my own sperm is highly influential in those over the top orgasms.
I would love to post pics with my face but I can’t - a bit too highly profiled
I love the way my crotch smells (especially at the end of the day) and the feel of my pubic hair in my mouth is sexy but above all, I fucking love my cock, I love my fat nuts and I love sucking them all and of course devouring my own thick sticky cum is tops too. I will continue to get better at this ultimate sexual experience. Suck away men.
A pic of me...

[Fxuye]

I definitely think it's a sexual orientation. I haven't sucked myself yet, but I'm sorry, I swallow my semen, yes, but I need more. I love myself

[PT1962Redux]

I definitely think it's a sexual orientation. I haven't sucked myself yet, but I'm sorry, I swallow my semen, yes, but I need more. I love myself

I read your introduction on another thread. Welcome! I've been sucking myself off since I was 12 but when I was in my early 30s is when I was a master. I could get my whole dick in my mouth and I swallowed my load almost every day, but my favorite was always getting about half my dick in my mouth. Getting past the head changes everything.

I used to think I was obsessed but really wanted sex with a partner. I don't mind messing around with other people, but I'm totally devoted to myself and sucking my own dick. It's great to be able to admit that to myself. It's also nice to share that here.

Good luck! If you ever get your dick in your mouth past your head and start sucking your shaft. Damn its amazing.

[Fxuye]

that's how it is! I remember from my first sexual desires they were directed towards myself, seeing myself in the mirror or fantasizing about myself! So I need to reach the goal... yesterday I was at 2 inches but I don't want to hurt myself so I'll go little by little every day, thank you very much for all the information

[Panther Sauce]

I get pretty worked up when I'm editing footage and stuff. I had no idea I'd be going all the way down at this point, and pretty much whenever I want, but gaining my flexibility really changed my lifestyle. I mess around with another guy sometimes, but I've also turned him down to be with myself. Autofellatio is perfect, y'know? Sex doesn't always scratch that itch... if I'm in the mood for my own cock, its the only thing that'll do. I get stressed out if I go too long without. Curling up and sucking myself off is always a huge stress relief, and when I've got my cock in my mouth I feel at peace and fulfilled.
I share pictures and videos, both for free and by subscription, with my face visible, which is still kind of scary to me even now, but at the end of the day, I just put it out of my mind, because who can really blame me? Of-fucking-course I'm gonna go down on myself. Sharing the content makes me nervous, but most of all I needed other people to know how much bliss I'm experiencing... at the same time though, maybe thats part of what makes it so damn good, its an inherently personal and individual experience that some guys get to have. I'm definitely infatuated with my own junk, I greet it with my tongue, and I kiss it goodbye when I'm done. I wouldn't describe myself as autosexual, I need companionship, not for physical reasons in specific, but I do have a relationship with my cock, and that definitely comes first. I get adrenaline spikes of excitement when I think about it. I got up with my morning wood today, knowing its a beautiful day for a session, and I can't even really describe the sort of anticipation I feel.

[PT1962Redux]

I get pretty worked up when I'm editing footage and stuff. I had no idea I'd be going all the way down at this point, and pretty much whenever I want, but gaining my flexibility really changed my lifestyle. I mess around with another guy sometimes, but I've also turned him down to be with myself. Autofellatio is perfect, y'know? Sex doesn't always scratch that itch... if I'm in the mood for my own cock, its the only thing that'll do. I get stressed out if I go too long without. Curling up and sucking myself off is always a huge stress relief, and when I've got my cock in my mouth I feel at peace and fulfilled.
I share pictures and videos, both for free and by subscription, with my face visible, which is still kind of scary to me even now, but at the end of the day, I just put it out of my mind, because who can really blame me? Of-fucking-course I'm gonna go down on myself. Sharing the content makes me nervous, but most of all I needed other people to know how much bliss I'm experiencing... at the same time though, maybe thats part of what makes it so damn good, its an inherently personal and individual experience that some guys get to have. I'm definitely infatuated with my own junk, I greet it with my tongue, and I kiss it goodbye when I'm done. I wouldn't describe myself as autosexual, I need companionship, not for physical reasons in specific, but I do have a relationship with my cock, and that definitely comes first. I get adrenaline spikes of excitement when I think about it. I got up with my morning wood today, knowing its a beautiful day for a session, and I can't even really describe the sort of anticipation I feel.

Hell yeah! This is so totally accurate. Thanks for the insights.

[SelfFuckGuy]

Great post. I guess its pretty similar for me as a self fucker. I really love to post pics and videos of my self fucking sessions online. Massively turns me on. Sometimes I will turn down sex with fuck buddies, as I just want to have my own cock in me.

[Selferbro]

I envy you selffuck guy. I love the way you take your own dick.
I like my cock inside me as well. I like that feeling when you tense your cock up from the base and it then jerks inside your hole. I love knowing that I can feel my own length within me. Incredible.
And the whole time you’re thinking, “I'm fucking my self”.
Mind you it’s the same when I am sucking my dick. Although hand on heart I 100% prefer to cum with cock down my throat rather than buried in my ass. But some days you just aren’t bendy enough lol and so SF is the only option haha.

See exhibit ‘A’ attached

[Fxuye]

in my personal case I have never needed another person nor have I felt really turned on by others as I do for myself. I remember that my first masturbation was looking at myself in a mirror and I used to kiss myself, I have masturbated looking at my own photos or videos so I think it is a sexual orientation in my case. I also enjoy sucking other parts of my body, I feel like I'm in love with myself and I think about it daily, I'm 1 inch away from being able to do self-fellatio and I think after that I won't want to do anything else

[Polevaulter69]

I’m somewhat more of a recluse than I should be, mostly because routine keeps me from stressing out. Working totally from home doesn’t help with my need to socialize either. Lately I stay naked in the dark staring at code on a computer monitor and jerking off more than I actually wear clothing. It’s not unusual for me to go an entire week straight without wearing more than a pair of socks unless I have to go out for groceries. I have to admit, I’m the past I have missed out on potential sex partners and activity I could have pursued and landed due to a heavy masturbation routine and a steady diet of my own cock and sperm, which I consume regularly. It’s so much easier and less stressful to suck/jerk myself off than it is to try and bring someone home, get them naked, have sex, and then converse like people do. Every Friday evening, like clockwork, from 6-10pm you can bet good money I’m going to be naked and either edging to porn, or doubled over and pumping my cock into my mouth to completion. I get to visit my peaceful little room where only I am allowed to go and I can experience a few hours of total bliss and pleasure while I’m there, so yeah, I tend to visit a lot. Still, I know I have to put myself out there more, and try to as much as possible. I have two FWBs now that force me to interact in the world more on a regular basis, so I’m grateful for that, otherwise I might turn into that weird computer guy upstairs that sits around naked in the dark in his apartment all the time, jerking off and sucking his dick, lol.

[SelfFuckGuy]

I’m somewhat more of a recluse than I should be, mostly because routine keeps me from stressing out. Working totally from home doesn’t help with my need to socialize either. Lately I stay naked in the dark staring at code on a computer monitor and jerking off more than I actually wear clothing. It’s not unusual for me to go an entire week straight without wearing more than a pair of socks unless I have to go out for groceries. I have to admit, I’m the past I have missed out on potential sex partners and activity I could have pursued and landed due to a heavy masturbation routine and a steady diet of my own cock and sperm, which I consume regularly. It’s so much easier and less stressful to suck/jerk myself off than it is to try and bring someone home, get them naked, have sex, and then converse like people do. Every Friday evening, like clockwork, from 6-10pm you can bet good money I’m going to be naked and either edging to porn, or doubled over and pumping my cock into my mouth to completion. I get to visit my peaceful little room where only I am allowed to go and I can experience a few hours of total bliss and pleasure while I’m there, so yeah, I tend to visit a lot. Still, I know I have to put myself out there more, and try to as much as possible. I have two FWBs now that force me to interact in the world more on a regular basis, so I’m grateful for that, otherwise I might turn into that weird computer guy upstairs that sits around naked in the dark in his apartment all the time, jerking off and sucking his dick, lol.

Yes selfing can be very addictive. Mostly because its always available to us. I try to self fuck less these days as, like you, it meant I never bothered to meet up with my fuck buddies. I try and find a balance now.