Why do we do this?

[Polevaulter69]

For me self-sucking is better than any drug I’ve taken to energize or relax. I started young and progressively got better and better at delivering pleasure to myself this way. At first I did it because my I was extremely horny and was looking for a better way to experience masturbation. Later, when I began living on my own selfing became a way to both masturbate and help me relax. Now, I just want to be lost in the zone of self-communion and reward myself with a long, sensual “date-night” once a week or so.

When I find the perfect rhythm, breathing pattern, position, and pleasure points my body responds to best, the environment of my apartment darkens and fades completely out of awareness to the point I’m all alone in the universe with my body as my sole point of focus. The concept of time disappears and thus speeds up due to my hyperfocus on maximizing and sustaining pleasure. Intrusive thoughts of life and responsibilities grow silent and nothing exists except sustained self-stimulation. My body folds onto itself and relaxes as my warm flesh enters its nest, resulting in a release of endorphins into my brain that diffuse throughout my body over and over in waves of warm pleasure. It feels like the most natural way to self-sooth that one can perform. I know just how much suction to apply to the topside of my corona to maximize the response and then slowly work that spot with my tongue and a bit of suction over and over and I drown in the delicious waves. The only sounds I hear are the air going in and out of my nose and my vision is filled with the sight of my red, wet genitals repeatedly pistoning up and down into my mouth. Every inhalation brings the strong smell of my sweaty sex through my nose and the occasional rude slurping sounds I make as I pleasure my glans and shaft. I surrender my body to the mechanics of thrusting as flesh suckles flesh. Saliva and precum releases, leaks, drips, and pools in a slick, bubbly slurry of personal sex the longer I continue. There’s the satisfaction of knowing I will continue without pause past the point of climax and orgasm in exactly the way I want it and become both passive recipient and dominant lover simultaneously as I release my ejaculate back into my body.

The longest and most intense blowjob I’ve ever received came from my own mouth in a marathon selfing session lasting nearly a full hour that left me nearly crippled and totally exhausted. When I finally cum my juices never leave the confines of my body and essentially transfer from my balls to my stomach by way of my mouth and throat to be broken down and recycled. This is why I self-suck regularly.

[CumEater2]

You painted a beautiful scene with your thoughtful words. To say I am envious of your talents is a gross understatement and is simply a dream for most of us. Bravo!

[PT1962Redux]

Great question and great answer. I think about motivation and desire with selfsucking a lot and I hate that it is so hard to find opportunities to talk about it.

I've been selfsucking since I was very young, since I was a young pre-teen. At that age, I didn't think about why I wanted to suck my own dick so bad but once I did I didn't want to stop. As a teenager, I knew masturbation was something "secret" that you didn't discuss and I was always worried I was a bad person for how often I jerked off. But selfsucking was still a major part of my masturbation and it really made me feel like there was something wrong with me and I was a freak. In my 20s, I became a master of sucking myself off and did it more or less every day. I had the best, most passionate orgasms of my life and started to feel like selfsucking was a religious experience. Unfortunately I didn't record myself and I was still mortified that I was a freak or a weirdo. I still tried to find sexual partners but could only really enjoy sex if I was thinking about sucking myself off.

In my 30s I fell out of practice but I also started to open up more online in groups like this one about being an autofellator. It felt liberating. And it also helped me start to understand my desire.

Sucking my own dick is a really powerful but also really intimate experience. I feel raw and horny but I also feel exposed and vulnerable. My understanding of how society views sex is that my penis is supposed to be some kind of separate part of my body that someone else touches or suck but I don't look at or appreciate. I think this is why images of guys selfsucking are so amazing to me. You are showing your face, like actually who you are, while showing your dick, which you are not supposed to expose. And you are actually bringing them together. I'm acknowledging my mouth as a sexual part of my body and putting my dick in my face, the one part of the body we are allowed to show other people every day.

I envy men who have the balls the show themselves selfsucking and ironically as I've gotten older and into my 40s, I've finally started getting comfortable being a selfsucker right as I can't stretch enough most of the time to selfsuck.

So for me selfsucking is like the ultimate act of being myself. I am not hiding my desire or how I respond to it. Every time I bob down or thrust in my mouth I feel like yeah, this is me. And then you have to hide what you do because our culture is so sexually repressed and terrified of how sexuality is the source of who we are.

[blacksunshineaz]

I've retired from trying to do this, but going back to my early teens, my hormones were raging and I wanted to do this. I am not sure exactly what gave me the idea to try it, but I spent some time working at it and was able to just barely lick the tip. It was neat but not all that satisfying. I came to the conclusion that doing more was impossible so I gave it up...

Until I was in college. That's when I found autofellatio porn. Once I realized it was possible and saw photos/video of others doing it, I was on a mission to do it. I've never been particularly flexible but I worked at it and was eventually able to make contact again in my late 20's. I had my own apartment, meaning all the privacy I needed to practice 2-3 times a week. I suffered a lot of back and neck pain however, as my body adjusted to these contortions. Unfortunately, I never got further than wrapping my lips around the tip. Not much pleasure if my penis from doing that, but I did get a lot of sensation in my lips. The feeling of my engorged glans with all it's warmth between my lips was pleasant and led me to keep at it for several more years. I did yoga as well, which only improved the time of which it took to get to that point, but sadly no more depth. But getting all horned up and pushing myself led to back problems which occasionally bother me to this day.

I am grateful that other men who can do this are willing to share their talents. It seems this act is getting more popular and that is a good thing. I just wish I had known about it earlier when I first experimented with it as I wouldn't have given up so easily. If I had been successful (my goal was to be able to wrap my lips around my shaft and ejaculate in my mouth) I am sure I would have made it part of my daily routine.

[aleingang69]

What I have always said to folks who ask me what it's like is:

"Imagine somebody giving you head. Now imagine that they can feel every sensation that you're experiencing, and adapt what they're doing to maximize the pleasure that you're experiencing, instantly, at micro-second intervals. There's a circular quality to it, where the giving and getting of pleasure blur together in a feedback loop that just keeps getting more intense. Most people can experience something like this with masturbation by hand or sex toy, but it's just so much more intense when it's mouth and tongue and teeth giving the pleasure."

[Ronnie]

What does it feel like/ Well if you like to be given a good sucking then you have to do it your self. To start you are being given a blowjob and it eels good but Wait you can feel a dick in your mouth and its yours. so you feel you dick being given a sucking and you can feel a dick in your mouth and it is so good the feel of the sucking on your dick but also the feeling of a hard dick in your mouth. Can you think of any two things at the same time that can give you so much enjoyment?

[saltlife_718]

Wrote this down the other day in the middle of a selfsuck session:

“Sucking my own cock is unlike any other experience on this earth. I crave my own dick - thinking about it never fails to get me rock hard. I take my own cock into my mouth, feeling the soft head on my lips and the sensation of my wet, warm tongue teasing myself so gently. I move deeper, allowing waves of pleasure to sweep over my entire body as I bob up and down on the shaft. There is no pain, there are no thoughts - just a feeling of true bliss and a hunger that can only be satisfied by draining my cum from the source. I am one with myself; I love myself. The taste of my precum reminds me how badly I need to breed my own throat and recycle my seed. My cock and mouth are in perfect unison; he knows what I crave, and I know how to pleasure him perfectly. My breathing increases, I know I’m close to my reward. Plunging deeper, engulfing my shaft so my balls touch my nose and the head pokes the back of my throat, my cock pulsates in electric ecstasy as I swallow my full load. I feel so alive.”

Think that pretty much sums up why I do this, sounds pretty similar to what others have said.

[Selferbro]

Wrote this down the other day in the middle of a selfsuck session:

“Sucking my own cock is unlike any other experience on this earth. I crave my own dick - thinking about it never fails to get me rock hard. I take my own cock into my mouth, feeling the soft head on my lips and the sensation of my wet, warm tongue teasing myself so gently. I move deeper, allowing waves of pleasure to sweep over my entire body as I bob up and down on the shaft. There is no pain, there are no thoughts - just a feeling of true bliss and a hunger that can only be satisfied by draining my cum from the source. I am one with myself; I love myself. The taste of my precum reminds me how badly I need to breed my own throat and recycle my seed. My cock and mouth are in perfect unison; he knows what I crave, and I know how to pleasure him perfectly. My breathing increases, I know I’m close to my reward. Plunging deeper, engulfing my shaft so my balls touch my nose and the head pokes the back of my throat, my cock pulsates in electric ecstasy as I swallow my full load. I feel so alive.”

Think that pretty much sums up why I do this, sounds pretty similar to what others have said.

Same bud! I feel the same. The smell, the sight of my hard cock and loose sack so close to my face, the taste! Damn!

[CumEater2]

Wrote this down the other day in the middle of a selfsuck session:

“Sucking my own cock is unlike any other experience on this earth. I crave my own dick - thinking about it never fails to get me rock hard. I take my own cock into my mouth, feeling the soft head on my lips and the sensation of my wet, warm tongue teasing myself so gently. I move deeper, allowing waves of pleasure to sweep over my entire body as I bob up and down on the shaft. There is no pain, there are no thoughts - just a feeling of true bliss and a hunger that can only be satisfied by draining my cum from the source. I am one with myself; I love myself. The taste of my precum reminds me how badly I need to breed my own throat and recycle my seed. My cock and mouth are in perfect unison; he knows what I crave, and I know how to pleasure him perfectly. My breathing increases, I know I’m close to my reward. Plunging deeper, engulfing my shaft so my balls touch my nose and the head pokes the back of my throat, my cock pulsates in electric ecstasy as I swallow my full load. I feel so alive.”

Think that pretty much sums up why I do this, sounds pretty similar to what others have said.

Simply beautiful man. I crave my own cock too and this is how I've always fantasized sucking my own dick would be.

[Glenn1976]

Personally, I started doing this because I was just trying to find new ways to get off by myself. After just a few attempts, I was able to feel the head of my cock at the back of my throat. I tried it laying on my back, seated and curling forward, and even using objects under or against me to push me in even further. I began looking forward to the taste of all my juices. I also realized, the thrill I got from eating myself began to stir my questions of swallowing someone else. It was years before I followed through on that.

Every time I’ve ever wrapped my lips around my own shaft and swallowed my juices, I have always just imagined I was doing this to someone else.

Does anyone else do that?

I’m so glad I found the site!


Glenn

[selfsuxxer]

Because it's such a good feeling, it's fun, it's a full stress relief, the whole act. It's like a drug. Like your body is one part. And your cock belongs into your throat.
If you can deepthroat (like I can do) that is a whole different experience, not just sucking the head or the dick itself. Of course sucking is nice and also a huge turn on, but once your at the point of deepthroating yourself, that's something else. If I get it all the way down into my throat, I just want to keep it there forever. It takes a bit of time to get it into the right positions, and properly down. But then, I start to relax the rest of my body as much as I can. And I just keep that cock down my throat, try to swallow even more of it. And I get this feeling, that I don't want to stop this at all. I don't want to cum, and I can keep myself away from cumming. I don't ever want my cock to leave my throat. I continue to have this sensitive feeling, in my throat and on my dick for as long as I want. After a while, my full body starts to shake and I continue and keep the position. But still, I keep myself from cumming.
It feels very natural, like my cock belongs there. Maybe because if been doing this already so many times. Then, if I feel ready to cum, I really like how my cock twitches in my throat during the orgasm. And finally cum down my throat and I need to swallow multiple times. The orgasm feels so much different, much more intense and longer when cumming like this. Over the years, I started to feel different phases of it, orgasm, twitch of cock, cum, swallow, massage the head by swallowing, more cum, swallow again.... I think it's because you have a stimulus in parallel at two of the most sensitive body parts (dick and mouth/throat) Recently I also had almost the feeling that I would get a double orgasm, while my frenulum continued to be stimulated, while I was still cumming (hope to get that feeling soon again, I will try to concentrate a bit more on this ^^).

So overall, you are in full control of everything, you can hold it as long as you want. And I think combining those two very sensitive body parts makes this so addictive. And is the reason why I am doing it

[Polevaulter69]

Because it's such a good feeling, it's fun, it's a full stress relief, the whole act. It's like a drug. Like your body is one part. And your cock belongs into your throat.
If you can deepthroat (like I can do) that is a whole different experience, not just sucking the head or the dick itself. Of course sucking is nice and also a huge turn on, but once your at the point of deepthroating yourself, that's something else. If I get it all the way down into my throat, I just want to keep it there forever. It takes a bit of time to get it into the right positions, and properly down. But then, I start to relax the rest of my body as much as I can. And I just keep that cock down my throat, try to swallow even more of it. And I get this feeling, that I don't want to stop this at all. I don't want to cum, and I can keep myself away from cumming. I don't ever want my cock to leave my throat. I continue to have this sensitive feeling, in my throat and on my dick for as long as I want. After a while, my full body starts to shake and I continue and keep the position. But still, I keep myself from cumming.
It feels very natural, like my cock belongs there. Maybe because if been doing this already so many times. Then, if I feel ready to cum, I really like how my cock twitches in my throat during the orgasm. And finally cum down my throat and I need to swallow multiple times. The orgasm feels so much different, much more intense and longer when cumming like this. Over the years, I started to feel different phases of it, orgasm, twitch of cock, cum, swallow, massage the head by swallowing, more cum, swallow again.... I think it's because you have a stimulus in parallel at two of the most sensitive body parts (dick and mouth/throat) Recently I also had almost the feeling that I would get a double orgasm, while my frenulum continued to be stimulated, while I was still cumming (hope to get that feeling soon again, I will try to concentrate a bit more on this ^^).

So overall, you are in full control of everything, you can hold it as long as you want. And I think combining those two very sensitive body parts makes this so addictive. And is the reason why I am doing it

I totally get that whole idea that your cock feels like it belongs in your throat. When I first started selfing it was just a rush and felt too awesome to consider anything beyond the new and novel sensation. After years of selfing though it’s become many things for me personally. It’s very much a strange form of yoga for me because I’m focusing so intensely on my body and breathing so I can do it well. When I go deep and hold my thoughts are centered around maintaining pleasure and holding my position. I focus on my erection as it stretches out across the length of my tongue and angles towards the back of my throat. It feels so natural there, the flesh against flesh thing is so nice.

Orgasms into my mouth are still almost magical after years of repetition and I find the more submissive I become towards the end of a session, allowing muscle-memory and lust to completely drive my thrusting towards an orgasm, the better the orgasm becomes. It’s almost like I’m making love to another person and the more I submit to their sexual need, the better the ending will be. Plus, I truly love taking my cum. It’s almost a religious experience, lol.

[selfsuxxer]

I agree with you that it is a strange form of yoga. When I do a really long session (30' +), I also start focus more on my breath, my body, change position, stretch different body parts and always keep my dick in my mouth. Best thing is when I am very limber. Then after a few minutes I can just lean over and start sucking, without even pushing my hands below my legs. Then I really feel like I just to some stretching exercises, but with a nice add-on. Or recently I did some stomach exercises while sucking on my dick ^^

[Suckmyself]

There is something different about self-sucking than other forms of sex alone or with someone else. There is a different erotic feeling to putting your own cock in your mouth and cumming. The excitement is intense and yet more intimate for me as I am the lover of my own cock. I am the one who loves my cock so much that I cannot stop doing it any more. At first I felt awkwardly ahsamed, but then as I saw others doing it, I became enthusiastic to finally talk about it openly, which took me to an even higher level of self-love. Finally I was able to hit the back of my throat and trigger my gag reflex, something I have only literally dreamed doing. Wow. I really am my own best lover and best of all, I can always count on loving my own self and enjoying it so intensely like I still love doing after nearly a decade. I am in love with my own cock. I am in love with cumming in my own mouth. Its so intense and so, I cannot fully explain it, so, well, beautiful in feeling. I come home, and within minutes I can instantly take half my cock in my mouth without effort, from years of flexible training. And every time I am like, wow, I am really sucking my own cock. Wow. I cant believe I can do this.

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[Selfbro]

This is raw and at its own true self form, no comparisons to no other best way to self-love excellent, thank u for sharing and making this a better selfsuckers brothers bond!!