As a young guy I explored my sexual urges the same as everyone does,and in the process discovered an intresting and rewarding act.
Being a really thin and atheltic type,I often did streching exercises.On one of these days,alone at home,I had rolled over on my back,feet over
my head and was just holding the position for a while.I was only wearing
briefs.I noticed how close my face was to my crotch.I was no stranger to
masturbation and all the feelings of watching ejaculations shoot from my cock.For some reason I felt like slippin off my briefs and admiring myself
in this position.
In the process of removing my briefs I began to get very hard,and very
guilt ridden.What the hell was I about to do,it's not right,why,why,all these
thoughts raced thru my head.It did not however stop me.I laid down and
rolled in position again.There it was,my hard cock,pointin right at my mouth.I grasp my shaft and began pulling it toward my mouth.I tried to lick that big mushroom headed cock looking at me.No way,I just couldn't
get it close enough.I had tried,and was really going to do it.
That's how it started.Fast forward a few years and finally did lick my cock,
and shot off in my mouth,and then nothing for years--------------------
After my divorce,and more frequent masturbation sessions,I reflected on
that past experience.Could I even try.Well the day came,and so did I.On
the first occasion I just shot off in my mouth.I enjoy eating my own cum,
and I wanted my cock in my mouth.Weeks of strecthing,and finally the tip
hit my lips.More sessions and the mushroom head was past my lips,and
the feeling I get when I release a cum is simply a joy.
I'm much older now,still like women,but when in need ,I do myself ,and I
now crave an entire shaft in my mouth .
Selfing Revisited
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