I first had the notion to suck my own cock when I was about 15 and horny (plus no girls around - story of my life!) before I had even heard it was possible - lay on my back and tried but my mouth was nowhere near my cock so quit there and then.
Several years later and during a period of sexual frustration (still no femaIes about!) had a dream about self sucking so tried again. Still no luck but I thought: "How hard can it be?". Went into bathroom and became determined to do it! (high degree of sexual frustration I was like: "I want something exciting to happen!!!" Anyway, lay on bathroom floor and raised my legs over my head and feet resting on underneath of bathroom window ledge. Tugged my cock quite hard while feet pushed against ledge and...cock head just touched my nose! I couldn't believe it - Jumped up happy that I'd got the tip to my nose!
Tried again the next day and again cock tip brushed against my nose so I knew it wasn't a fluke. Spent the next few days stretching and struggling to repeat this success.
After a few days of effort ("C'mon, ffs!"), strain and backache and even carpet burns at the base of my neck, finally managed to get my cock close enough to my lips to lick the head! Yessss! Bingo! Only for a second or two but exciting enough.
Few weeks of more stretching and cock tugging and could get just tip of cock in mouth, approx 8 times out of ten. Still lying on my back.
Few months of stretching and tugging and willing and finally got head in mouth and by rubbing cock with hand finally exploded in my mouth - nice!
Now about a year later I can get my cock in my mouth easily enough lying on my back but hard to reach orgasm and often have to stop before orgasm due to feeling sick and/ or a burning acid sensation (not very nice but stops as soon as I sit up).
I can get the cock to my lips without needing to touch it with my hands at all, just lie back and gravity takes care of that. Helps if I've spent a few minutes looking at porn before hand and prepared myself for the excitment to come...
I am now trying to suck without lying on my back in order to avoid the nausea/acid. So far I've had success reaching the tip of my cock by kneeling on the bed, facing the bedhead then pressing against the bedhead(does cause some neck ache!) again, first few weeks could just get the tongue to my cock head but after some practice I can get the tip of my head right up to my lips, for a few seconds, now so am hoping the whole thing will slide into my mouth eventually! Also, this position is incredibly erotic - gives me a feeling like I am going down on someone else! I can see the head pointing at me, just near enough to my face to drive me wild with lust!
I have found over the past few years of stretching and tugging that my penis is now bigger when flacid and erect although the erection size depends on a range of factors and can from what I consider my normal masturbation size to a "God that's bloody massive" size if I'm determined to get it in my mouth during that session.
I am a crossdresser although I live with parents so don't get a chance to dress - ultimate fantasy is to dress up in something sexy then suck myself all night long!
One problem is the addictive nature - some nights I'm tired and should just go to sleep but I end up sucking my cock instead
tips:
I am slim, average sized cock.
Cock has got larger (either due to willpower or stretching I'm not sure!)
I find I need something to push feet against (the walking down wall technique - cept I find it easier not to go all way to floor. Window ledge/shelf or something to push toes/feet up against helps me a lot)
Use something underneath your head/neck to raise your head up a little: in the bathroom I find towels useful as can fold them or unfold them to adjust height/angles
(I am based in South East England if anyone wants a chat via PM)
