Im pretty new to such stuff, but I always had some gay ambitions, I always fantasized about sucking a cock or getting fucked by one, I just can't cope with the thought of another man hanging on said penis,
so basically im hetero, but naturally when I discovered selffuck
I was amazed that this is possible, and I love the thought of me shooting
my own cum in my asshole.
So I tried for a few days, and a few days ago I finally managed
to get the whole head of my penis in and it was a really good feeling,
but the problem is, after 20 or so sec, my erection will vanish!
Also, the blood seems to accumulate in the lower half of the penis not in the head, which makes it extremely hard to push it in (im not very gifted, only about 5 to 5.5 inches rockhard!), ive got the head in like 3 or 4 times,
and it was a pretty good feeling but soon after it gets lost.
Ive attached a (excuse..) very bad drawing of how I think the blood goes..
1) is i guess how it should be, 2 is how it is with mine
gives some pretty sore wrists to hold it there, cant imagine it staying there without my hands
